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- by Travelling One
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- email: travelling_one@yahoo.ca
- Website: http://www.travellingone.com/
- Summary: Separated and stranded offworld, Jack and Daniel
search for each other.
- Related episodes: None
- Season: Any
- May/05
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- What he wouldn't give to just click his heels and wake up
in his own bed. There's no place like home.
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- What a stupid thing; Dorothy should have known that without
a stargate, click travel was useless.
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- The darkness was cut by a glare from the nearly full moons,
seeping through the cracks of the barn, and Jack scratched at
his beard. Snores and sleeping groans of the others distracted
him. MIA. The base would never know what had happened to them.
Did anyone still care? Were Teal'c and Carter home? Was Daniel
on some other world, treated okay, still alive?
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- Good thing Daniel wasn't here, though. He'd get in between
those fights, try to get the guys to see logic. Another brawl
had broken out that day, and Jack had moved as far out of range
as possible. He had no death wish. Not yet.
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- If I live through this, pal, it's only for one reason.
To find out what happened to you.
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- _____
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- P4T 287
- Part 1: Arrival
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- As unexpected travellers, they'd been used to drawing
crowds, but not to the ironic inconsistency of being both
gawked at, and outrightly ignored. Some of these people were
giving them too wide a berth for coincidence to be the
assumption. Not averse to staring at them from afar, however,
those who did take notice of their presence caused an
uncomfortable uneasiness in the team.
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- "Do these folks seem a little tense to you?"
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- "When people on Earth see someone unusual, Jack, don't they
also have a tendency to keep their distance?" Daniel reasoned.
"Or to try to look without really looking like they're
looking?"
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- "Okay, but
"
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- "What?"
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- "If they're not used to visitors, why's there a gate right
on the edge of the fair? We're not so scary. Are we?" Jack
looked from his mild-mannered scientist to the calm, unassuming
military woman, and then to the large man beside him with the
gold emblem on his face. He looked down at his own P90 dangling
across his chest. Okay, point taken. "So, what now?"
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- Distancing himself from the gate pedestal, Daniel's attempt
at approaching a small curious group fell flat as the onlookers
backed away, keeping a safe distance. "Don't be afraid, we're
peaceful expl
" but they were moving swiftly now, at the
sound of his voice, and out of listening range. "
orers.
Did you see those things on the back of their necks, Jack?"
Daniel turned with a frown. "Sam?"
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- "I did, Daniel," Carter replied, closing the space between
them. "Some sort of tattoo?"
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- "You tell me."
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- Sam just shrugged.
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- "What do you say we find someone who will talk to
us?" Jack suggested. Their mission was to gather technological
knowledge from this society. MALP visuals had already indicated
a town that had low-rise buildings and transportation, large
wagon-like vehicles with over-abundant tiny wheels. Likely they
didn't see snow here.
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- "Sounds great, Jack. D'you have a plan?" One eyebrow
lifting in mock curiosity, Daniel waited with smug cockiness.
Jack's plans were usually 'forge ahead and see what
happens'.
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- "Let's try that building. It's big; could be
administrative."
-
- "They're all big." Every direction spreading out from the
fairgrounds or marketplace, with its stalls and vendors
displaying colourful wares, clothing, and crafts, was crowded
with structures. Lanes ran haphazardly among and between them,
with patches of dry ground and grass springing up in the few
otherwise bare spots.
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- "That one's bigger."
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- "Only because of the overhanging roofing."
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- "See? Fancier. Bet you twenty bucks it's a seat of
government." Unless this is some sort of World's Fair and
those are all the pavilions
Clicking his tongue and
flicking a finger outward, Jack turned his back on the
team.
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- Having no other plan of action, that one seemed good
enough.
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- Until they approached the broad portico.
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- There's a flaw in complacency. A fallacy in thinking one is
untouchable, just because one has travelled to too many worlds
and survived. Just because no Goa'uld ship was perched on an
apex, or arrogant bullying men didn't wander the lanes,
carrying tattoos on their faces.
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- They should have known better than to think their attire
and ways would be accepted without question.
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- They didn't even make it up the steps to the intricately
carved wooden door.
-
- Behind them a crowd had begun to appear; ahead of them
alarms had been sounded. Too many factions were out and about
on this workday, and an entire culture had been born and weaned
on suspicion and guilt.
-
- Before Jack could say crap, the travellers had been
thrown to the ground and disarmed. Why it took sixteen men to
take on a team of four was anybody's guess, but SG1 wasn't in a
position to question authority.
-
- "Crap."
-
- The hands at their necks, pushing up their hair from
behind, was unnerving. "They have none," growled a voice at
Jack's back.
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- "That is not possible."
-
- "Fellow! You insinuate I lie? Your own eyes cannot
deceive!" There was not only anger in the tongue, but
fear.
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- "They cannot be removed!"
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- The hand left Jack's neck, and the CO turned his head,
cheek to the ground. The verbal war seemed to be between the
apparent leader, red embroidery on his epaulettes, red buttons
flowing down his seams like jelly, and another in a deep brown
suit with white armbands.
-
- "Hey! I speak English too, ya know," was all Jack could
think to say. His present position of subservience and
vulnerability had necessitated the need to retort.
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- "Uh, Jack - "
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- "Where are your identification strips?" Jack was now being
addressed, as though the others had just realized he was a
sentient and intelligent being.
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- "On the chain around my n - "
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- "To what do you refer?" interrupted Teal'c cautiously,
before O'Neill could further respond.
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- "Identification strips!" the man shouted, his annoyance
obvious, pressing a thumb tightly into the back of Teal'c's
neck.
-
- Okay, so patience wasn't a strong point. Jack thought
inanely how much more fun it was to tick off a Goa'uld.
-
- "Oh!" exclaimed Daniel, verbally jumping in to appease a
potentially aggressive situation, vulnerability still an issue
from his prone position. Those marks on the necks of the
inhabitants were for identification? "We're from another place.
We're travellers
"
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- "Identification!"
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- His face not far from Teal'c's, cheek pressed into the
ground, Jack whispered, "So they speak English, but not an
impressive vocabulary, eh?"
-
- "We've just arrived from the stargate
Chapp'ai? The
uh, the uh, um, big ring - " Daniel attempted an
explanation.
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- "The Ring of Fortune?"
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- "Wheel of Fortune?" Jack couldn't help it.
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- "Yes," Daniel added hastily. "From that. We came to find
out more about your culture."
-
- "Even those from our outer colonies are fitted with the
coding," the man continued to eye the team suspiciously.
"Where are yours?"
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- What, like bar codes? Or those Bio-Thermo microchips people
implant in their pets? "Uh, our world doesn't use them." On
people.
-
- "Do you think maybe you could let us get up now?" Jack
tried to keep his manner pleasant, commending himself on his
acting.
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- "You violate our laws!"
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- "We're explorers. We don't know of your laws, but we'd like
to learn about them
to trade knowledge, if we can. If you
don't want us here, we'll leave." Daniel tried again.
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- Without missing a beat, the man in charge ordered, "Lift
them."
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- They were lifted to their feet.
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- "Follow!"
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- Nice to think that may have been a choice, but the large
group of government or law-enforcing personnel prodding them
onward with their own confiscated weapons left little room for
contemplation.
-
- The four teammates found themselves guided into the
building along a wooden hallway, studded with carved locked
doors. Personnel passing them on the way lifted right arms in
fists towards their self-appointed guide, in what Jack assumed
was a salute or greeting, rather than any threat. Realizing
none of them had been introduced, he had no idea who the
individual was who was leading them away from the Stargate,
away from safety. "I'm Jack O'Neill, commanding officer of this
team. And what may I call you?" he asked from
behind.
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- The man's back didn't even pretend to acknowledge him.
Jack's finger salute wasn't intended for his team to witness,
or maybe it was, but the colonel was pissed. As the group
pushed onward, from their position between the men, SG1 could
see those strips - metallic? naquada
ic? - embedded into
the necks of each of the uniformed men in front, below the rear
hair length. Hair that was trimmed into a horseshoe shape,
longer on the sides with the tag entirely visible in the
center.
-
- Finally stopping at a wall by a closed door, the commander
reached into a large crevice and turned a crank, and the
partition slid open. SG1 was roughly ushered inside. Sitting
behind a large desk, two uniformed men seemed to be protecting
a series of drawers set into the walls behind them. Tables
piled with leather-bound books were rammed up against one side
of the room; a flat machine covered in switches and tiny
blinking lights hung on another.
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- Jack unsuccessfully tried to shrug off the arms so
impolitely shoving him forward.
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- "Codes, Fellow," was all the leader said, but his
instruction was understood. "Sections two, four, and
five."
-
- "Who are these?"
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- "Strangers. They've not been coded. They must have been
hidden at birth."
-
- "And they have shown themselves now? Fools. What
plans have you been intending?"
-
- When none of SG1 responded, the question was repeated with
vehemence. "Fools! What plans have you been
intending?"
-
- "Just to learn about your people and to trade knowledge,"
Daniel looked from one to the other, fossilized faces in a
moment that should have been on a television show instead of
his life.
-
- "We tell no one of ourselves but those bound to us. You
will pledge yourselves now, and know all you want."
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- "Uh - no," Jack objected, not surprised to again be
ignored.
-
- Sliding back his squeaky wooden chair, one of the men
limped over to the rear wall and cranked open three of the
drawers. Reaching into the nearest, he withdrew a pair of
inch-long metallic studs and placed them upside-down in his
palms. Studs each with a long thin needle spiking out from
their centers. As he handed them over, the second man retrieved
similar devices from the other two wall boxes.
-
- As four subordinates unhesitatingly turned towards SG1,
realization dawned upon the teammates simultaneously.
-
- "Don't touch us with those!' Jack commanded gruffly,
struggling in the tight grasp, but the local men pressed
forward as his own body was shoved up against a wall.
-
- As the gate travellers rebelled against the hands pinning
them face forward into the walls, it was only moments until SG1
had their own ID strips inserted deeply into the back of their
necks.
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- _____
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- The sharp jolt had lasted for only a moment, and then
they'd opened their eyes to find themselves back at the
stargate at the end of a wide cordoned-off market lane, the
dull throbbing under the skin itchy but bearable.
-
- "Daniel?" Jack was walking towards him; Carter was slowly
easing her way into a seated position by the DHD, Teal'c
kneeling by her side. "You okay?"
-
- Daniel struggled to remember what had happened as he lifted
himself onto his elbows. The sun was higher in the sky than he
last remembered, and in the foreground people were maneuvering
around their stalls, rearranging their displays, purposely
ignoring the team. "I think so. What happened?"
-
- "We've been coded, apparently." He motioned towards
the base of his own neck. "Brings the meaning of dog tags to a
whole new level."
-
- "Coded? Why? So they'll know us next time? And
they're letting us go home now?"
-
- "Uh, about that." Jack seemed troubled, and turned to where
Carter and Teal'c were now in deep discussion.
-
- "Jack?"
-
- "The gate won't let us pass. Force field or
something."
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- Daniel sat upright, leaning on the dry brown grass with one
palm. "That's impossible."
-
- "Trust me on that. Whenever we get close, we get scanned
and some laser thing shoots us in the neck."
-
- Daniel fingered the stud embedded in his skin. It seemed to
have raised bumps, reminding him of Braille. "These? They're,
what, security clearance?"
-
- "Apparently. Yours and mine are blue, by the way. Teal'c's
is green, Carter's is gray."
-
- "None of us can get near the gate? Even open?"
-
- "Can't open it. Same thing happens when we try to touch the
DHD."
-
- "So we wait for Hammond to contact us?" And then what? Get
another team to arrive and dial out? But if the strips
prevented them from approaching the gate
Daniel's mind
was flashing at 100 terabytes per second.
-
- "About that, Daniel," Jack wrinkled up his eyes, his
features edgy.
-
- Sighing, Daniel wondered at the size of the bush Jack was
beating around. "Should I ask?"
-
- "They've taken the MALP. And our weapons. And radios."
-
- "So, no contact."
-
- "Carter's trying to think of something. Could be a couple
of days before the SGC tries sending another MALP through;
we're not due to check in for forty-two hours. We have no food
or supplies, by the way."
-
- Daniel rubbed a finger over the device, then grasped it
between his thumb and forefinger. Jack's hand caught him in
motion.
-
- "Don't."
-
- The question in Daniel's eyes reflected his unspoken words,
and Jack nodded.
-
- "Zaps you. It'll put you out for another five minutes, at
least."
-
- "So, you've obviously been awake longer than me."
-
- "Sir?" Carter and Teal'c had reached them. "I can't find a
way for us to touch the DHD."
-
- Jack had already assumed as much, but hoping had been more
fun. "Then we find someone who can."
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- _____
-
- But the one thing they had not expected upon once again
approaching the doorway of that largest building, was to feel
the severe zap of current.
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- "Daniel?" Jack was kneeling next to him, Carter sitting up
only feet away.
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- Daniel blinked in the portico's shadows, realizing he was
flat on the ground. "What happened?"
-
- "The thing knocked you and Carter out for about ten
minutes."
-
- "Just me and Sam?"
-
- "I didn't try to enter the building. Teal'c wasn't
touched."
-
- "What?" Daniel sat up, fully awake. "And why, by the way,
am I always the last to awaken?"
-
- Carter blinked almost apologetically. "I only woke seconds
ago, Daniel."
-
- "Why wasn't Teal'c knocked out?"
-
- "Teal'c's green."
-
- Shaking the confusion from his brain, clarity washed over
the archaeologist. "Our IDs didn't let us in, but Teal'c's
did? Why?"
-
- "Don't know, Daniel, but we're going to try something.
Come." Helping Daniel to his feet, Jack led the way back into
the busy street. Life was moving at a steady pace; throughout
the market grounds business was taking place, and people
dropped in and out of sight amongst the many buildings of the
main square. The packed dirt road was dusty and showed the
tracks of sandals, moccasins, and bare feet.
-
- "Why aren't any of those other people being knocked to the
ground in front of the buildings?" Daniel puzzled out
loud.
-
- Carter stepped up beside him. "They must know where they
can and can't go, Daniel. They live here."
-
- Approaching another building, Jack motioned to Teal'c.
"After you."
-
- Teal'c walked uneventfully through the doorway.
-
- As Jack followed, he let out a sharp gasp, grabbed his
neck, and collapsed.
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- "Shit!" Daniel rushed over. "Jack?"
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- "Stand back, Daniel Jackson. You must not get so close to
the entrance. O'Neill will be fine in several minutes."
-
- "Why can you get into every building, and we can't?" Daniel
glared, frowning, waiting for Jack to wake up. Several people
stepped around the quartet, glaring angrily at the group half
blocking the entranceway. Each of those people wore a green or
gray neckpiece.
-
- "Gray?" Sam looked around, and then attempted to step
through the doorway, surprise escalating as she remained
untouched.
-
- "So just Jack and I can't get in?" Daniel stared,
confused. "What's in there?"
-
- "Remain here with O'Neill," Teal'c instructed his
teammates. "and I will attempt to find out."
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- "I'm coming, Teal'c," Carter was already stepping over the
threshold, and both disappeared into the hollows of the
interior.
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- Moments later, Jack opened his eyes.
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- _____
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- They'd figured it out. By the end of a long tiring
afternoon and evening, and some uncomfortable and time-wasting
zaps later, along with much people-watching, SG1 had their
answer. The identification strips allowed access to certain
dwellings and functions, deterring trespassers. This society
was one of caste and class; gender, size, and perceived
strength played a large part. Carter could enter any building
designed with a woman's needs or work conditions in mind: the
birth room, kitchen, sewing, craft, and farming compounds. Jack
and Daniel were allowed entry into the manual labour barns,
mechanical shops, and factory. Teal'c was allowed into each of
those, and also free to choose between administrative buildings
and what appeared to be teaching facilities. Why, they could
not assume, unless Teal'c's size and apparent strength, or the
raised coding already on his forehead, had given him some
advantage. All were able to access the soup halls, the open
market areas, and the facilities specializing in, as Jack
labelled it, bodily entertainment.
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- None of them could go anywhere near the DHD or
Stargate.
-
- "So what colour do the members of their colonies need, ya
think, to come and go through the Wheel of Fortune?"
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- "That cannot be determined, O'Neill, without witnessing the
arrival of such visitors." Whenever that might be. What
difference would it make, anyway? Whatever the colour, each of
theirs was wrong.
-
- "So now what?" Daniel questioned uncomfortably, as
his team sat in near darkness, the lights from the main
building off the marketplace lending a glow to their misery.
They had had no money to purchase food at the soup hall, and
their MREs were among their confiscated packs. They had only
what remained in their pockets - a couple of energy bars, and
Aspirin.
-
- "I guess we go back to that nice commander who gave us
these souvenirs."
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- "They knew we'd be back," Carter whispered, as though the
sound of her voice would make things more real.
-
- "Uh huh." Jack had already figured that out. The building
was closed for the night, though. They'd checked.
-
- Again fingering the uncomfortable eyesore on his neck, Jack
lay down on the dry ground at the edge of the marketplace.
"Wake me in two."
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- _____
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- None of them had actually slept that night. Now hungry and
thirsty, they perched on the steps of the main building,
waiting for a man in red embroidery, or one of his employees,
to open up.
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- By the time others had arrived, SG1 was hungrier and hot,
not to mention lacking in patience. The sun was up, and the
portico gave less shade than it pretended.
-
- Finally, the man in brown arrived, noting the team sitting
on the steps. His face indicated no surprise. "Come," he nodded
to Teal'c, ignoring the others.
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- Teal'c did not budge. "My teammates are unable to accompany
me."
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- "Of course not. They shall be attended to."
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- "Just give us our equipment and let us go home." Jack was
on his feet, the others standing protectively, defiantly, at
his side.
-
- "For whatever reason you were not coded at birth is
irrelevant to us now. You belong here and will be given
positions." Before anyone could argue, he was gone.
-
- "Damn it."
-
- As SG1 contemplated what to do next, agreeing that Teal'c
would have to go inside and find someone with whom to talk some
sense, uniformed personnel with green neck strips burst forth
from the doors, grabbing Jack, Daniel, and Carter.
-
- "Hey!" Struggling against the armholds was futile, and
three-quarters of SG1 found themselves being forcibly dragged
away.
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- _____
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- Carter had been ushered into some lanes behind the busy
stalls, and they had not caught sight of her since. By
mid-morning, Daniel and Jack had found themselves in a
primitive sort of mint, manned by dozens of others, stamping
out coins with a hand press. From there, the day had not
progressed with any more promise. Nonchalantly they had tried
to walk out, to leave the premises, but their way had been
blocked.
-
- Yet, why were others allowed to come and go as they
pleased? No one they spoke to chose to answer their questions
-- no one chose to respond to them at all.
-
- The work had been tiring and hot, harder than anticipated.
Manually pressing out each coin and insignia from the thousands
of molten alloys, burnt and strained fingers accompanied sighs
of complaint at the end of the day. Each coin that was not
perfect had been rejected, sent back for re-melting, and
eventually molded again and re-stamped.
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- Out of the corner of his eye, Daniel had seen the swift
movement of Jack pocketing the odd coin. He knew why; without
any money, they could never escape - and eat. So every now and
then, he managed to pocket one as well. Not many; the four or
five coins, from the thousands made that day by at least fifty
workers, would never be missed.
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- _____
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- Sleep was a thing to be wished for and welcomed. Bed was a
straw-filled mattress in the dusty room behind the mint, with
fifty other workers.
-
- "Here, Daniel." Jack had appropriated two mats together,
hoping they hadn't been previously claimed. He needed to be
beside Daniel, needed to make escape plans. They had to get
home, not to mention he had no idea what job had been assigned
to Carter. Neither cleaning, cooking, sewing, nor belly dancing
would go over well with the female warrior and genius, he
knew.
-
- "Regh ghara!" ordered a gruff voice angrily towering above
him. Looking up, Jack could tell he had assumed wrong; they
were obviously being told to move, that these mats were already
taken. Rising, he waited for all the other men to take their
positions and sit down. The few remaining mattresses were
scattered around the room, no two empty ones side by side.
-
- Sighing, Jack touched Daniel's sleeve. "Find a mat, then
I'll come visit," he whispered.
-
- He didn't get the chance.
-
- Marching into the room were security personnel wearing the
clothing of the mint overseers, heading straight for the two
newcomers.
-
- "What's going on?" Jack asked innocently, as his jacket was
grabbed from behind and yanked from his arms. Whoever was
behind him was already rifling through any possible hiding
places. Jack realized too late that he and Daniel were the only
ones among these workers still wearing clothing with
pockets.
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- _____
-
- The pilfered coins had been discovered, and the two
teammates had spent the night under guard, each on his own mat,
where it was too dark and too far to even see each other's
faces. They'd been allowed to keep their own t-shirts, but had
been given navy stretch-waist cotton workpants.
-
- And the more he thought about it, the more Jack convinced
himself that this whole thing was a setup. Payback for having
been hidden since birth? Apparently, those
representatives of the state laws must still be convinced that
his team was plotting something nefarious.
-
- Now, morning having finally arrived, they were being herded
into a long vehicle, a sort of train, along with a gang of
desperate and unfortunate-looking souls. Tired and drooping and
dirty, some bleeding and some obviously ill, the boxcar was
already packed to over-capacity.
-
- "Jack?" It had been a long time, couple of years, in fact,
since Jack had seen Daniel looking so demoralized and
powerless. Jack gently reached out and touched his friend's
wrist. The train was full, the men all crammed together on the
floor, huddling and nearly immobilized. The luckier ones had
found a spot beneath a crack or hole in the wooden boards,
where air might filter through. The atmosphere was already hot
and dusty, the air thick and stale, and they had not even begun
the journey. Or, perhaps, some of these men had been travelling
for hours - or days - already.
-
- "Come." Stepping over legs, receiving angry grunts and
half-hearted kicks in return, Jack guided Daniel to a corner
with barely room enough for one, beside a man lying
lethargically against the wall, favouring his left side. The
bruises and scars patterning his face undermined the assumption
that he had seen better days. On their left was a shabby man
with dazed eyes, staring and unseeing, and lying across the
floor in front of them were those faces that had long-since
given up. "I'll stand."
-
- "We'll take turns."
-
- But the ride was long, and the hot hours grew increasingly
unbearable. Standing became less of an option; as the train
lurched back and forth on those rollers it had for tracks,
neither man had success keeping his balance, and the heat added
to the strain. Finally, they were both forced to huddle down
into the corner together, making the space hotter still. Groans
and moans and sounds of vomiting and others relieving
themselves in the corners assaulted them in the dimness, light
filtering in only from cracks in the warping wood.
-
- "I hope this corner wasn't meant for
that,"
Daniel muttered.
-
- The train continued on its nauseatingly unsteady way.
-
- "Got any water?" Jack finally whispered, fully aware that
they were both dehydrating.
-
- "Just the tin they gave me this morning," Daniel responded.
"Do you need it?"
-
- "No, I've got mine. Just checking. I think you'd better
drink a bit."
-
- "I don't think any of these men have any."
-
- "So?"
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- "I can't drink in front of them."
-
- "Oh, for crying out loud, Daniel. You'll have to at some
point."
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- "I'll wait."
-
- And the train rambled on. The heat was already unbearable,
the only new air coming in from the few cracks in the walls and
flooring. Even without his confiscated jacket, Daniel was
sweating and yet beginning to shiver. "Jack? You okay?"
-
- "Hot, Daniel. Hot."
-
- "Are you finding it hard to breathe?" Daniel could feel
Jack nodding. "I'm going to have to drink something."
-
- "Me too." Gratefully, Jack watched Daniel remove the water
tin tied below his shirt. He hadn't wanted to have any of his
own, while Daniel was holding back. This had been
breakfast.
-
- The water left much to be desired, but would feel good on
the dry throat. Their dehydrating bodies needed it.
-
- Taking a sip of the warm water, Daniel could see the eyes
staring, the men longingly watching the tin pass from his waist
to his lips. Men who had been in this train longer than he had.
The man with the scars, unable to sleep or find a comfortable
place for his legs. All watching the tin, now tilted to his
mouth.
-
- He sipped again, then looked guiltily at Jack, passing it
over.
-
- "No, Daniel. I have some."
-
- And Daniel passed it to the man beside him.
-
- Gratefully, eyes finally acknowledging him and beaming with
hopeful pleasure, the man took a long sip.
-
- And then he passed it on.
-
- The tin was small, but managed to hit the lips of eleven
thirsty men, one small sip at a time. Not thirst-quenching nor
likely even to be of any help at all, but the gesture was
symbolic.
-
- And then Jack took out his own, squeezed Daniel's hand,
sighed, and did the same.
-
- _____
-
- They were half lying on each other, arms with nowhere else
to go, legs cramped into awkwardly crooked positions, breathing
heavily and drenched with sweat, when the train halted with a
lurch. The door finally opened, letting in a fresh cool breeze,
a gift from heaven. But no one was able to move.
-
- "Out," bellowed the loud call from the doorway in a variety
of languages, and then bodies were being dragged through the
opening and thrown to the ground below. Few were moving on
their own.
-
- Legs came into view, three sets, and more space was freed
up as the train was forcibly emptied. Daniel felt hands prying
Jack off him, and then some on himself.
-
- Thrown onto the ground amidst a tangle of limbs and bodies,
he realized he was shivering hard in the cool air - air
probably hot and humid, but cool compared to the inside of that
train. The sun was gone, only stars and lanterns shredding the
blackness of the night. Trying to move his legs, Daniel felt
nauseous. His muscles weren't cooperating.
-
- And audibly, the workers were counting the dead.
-
- "Jack?" he whispered, but no reply was forthcoming, and
Daniel closed his eyes and slept.
-
- _____
-
- There were hands on his back when he returned to
consciousness. He was lying on his stomach, hard floor beneath
him, and while the shivering had subsided, his legs and arms
felt weak. The hands rubbed his back and shoulders, in a gentle
soothing massage.
-
- "Hello?" his voice was rough, throat dry.
-
- "Daniel." The hands stopped their movement. "You
awake?"
-
- The nod hurt, so he opened his eyes instead. Jack was
framed in darkness. "Think so."
-
- "You scared me."
-
- "I'm okay." Trying to rise, the nausea was overwhelming;
closing his eyes once more, Daniel put his head back down on
the hard floor.
-
- "You need to drink something. Here."
-
- "What is it?"
-
- "They left some water."
-
- "Soon."
-
- "Now, Daniel." Jack gently helped his friend turn
over, and lifted his head. The warm water tasted
wet.
-
- Daniel took two small sips, and then two more, lying down
again. "Thanks. Where are we?"
-
- "In some holding cell I assume, with a dozen others. The
rest didn't make it."
-
- "Oh." And he'd scared Jack. Got it.
-
- "Daniel. Wake up."
-
- "What?" He'd fallen asleep again? Jack was shaking his arm,
then rubbing his cheek.
-
- "Stay awake. Drink some more."
-
- "No."
-
- "Yes." Lifting his teammate's head once more, Jack
tipped the tin towards him. Daniel managed more sips this time.
"Good. That's it." Releasing him, Jack watched his friend
pensively. "Look, Daniel. I don't know what they have planned
for us and I don't know how far we are from the gate, but we
have to get away from here. And we have to stay together."
-
- "Can't have anything good planned, Jack. We were
caught stealing."
-
- "I know." My fault, buddy. "I'm sorry."
-
- "I did it too. We had to eat."
-
- "Worked like a charm, huh?" The last time they'd eaten was
when?
-
- "You have to sleep too."
-
- "After I know you're okay."
-
- "I'm okay."
-
- "Uh huh." Jack pulled himself over, lifting Daniel's head
onto his shin. "Have some more water."
-
- Complying, Daniel drank. And then he put his head down and
slept.
-
- _____
-
- "How are you doing?"
-
- Daniel had woken some hours later to find Jack asleep, and
he'd watched over his friend. Feeling stronger, he'd managed
the rest of his water. Didn't matter if they gave no more; he'd
needed it all right away.
-
- Jack was looking up at him now, in the light of a single
ceiling lantern, and Daniel repeated his question. "How are you
feeling?"
-
- Jack nodded. "Okay, all things considered." He sat up,
groaning, stretching his stiff muscles and looking around the
bleak surroundings. The cell was large, and a dozen other men
and their shadows were sleeping alongside the walls.
"You?"
-
- "Better. Thanks."
-
- "What the hell was that, giving your water
away?"
-
- Daniel shrugged. "I had to."
-
- "Didn't help a damn one of them."
-
- "Yes it did. Didn't you see the looks in their eyes? Not
one of them grabbed at it or took more than a fair share."
-
- Yeah, he'd noticed that too. So what, a last offering to
the dying? A final wish granted? Most of those men had ended up
dead.
-
- But Daniel was alive, and so was he, and that was all that
really mattered. "We have to get away from here, Daniel."
-
- "No argument there, Jack." Daniel sat beside him, legs
stretched out, leaning against the wall. "How?"
-
- "We'll have to look for a way as soon as they take us
outside. Stay as close to me as possible."
-
- _____
-
- But any opportunity seemed to be long in coming. For two
days there was little movement outside the cell. Twice a day, a
rice and corn mixture was brought in, and water. One at a time
they were taken from the enclosure by two guards, to a separate
closet with a hole in the floor, and immediately brought back
to the cell. One at a time, one at a time, one at a time. No
way was Jack going to attempt a break-out without Daniel.
-
- Things weren't looking up, and an unwelcome routine was
starting to evolve.
-
- "Jack? Think this is where they're going to keep us?"
-
- Maybe. "No." Jack patted Daniel's knee. Was he
convincing?
-
- "Next time they take you
if there's a way, any way at
all, Jack, go without me."
-
- "Like hell I will."
-
- "You can come back for me if you get the chance."
-
- "No." Even if he could manage to somehow escape,
they were too far from the Stargate. He could be searching for
weeks, months even. And security would be bumped up; Daniel
would never get out of here.
-
- Intentionally changing the subject, trying to get his
partner's mind away from the unacceptable and impossible, Jack
lifted a finger to his lips with a frown. "Daniel, how come
none of the prisoners speak English?" Several of the men had
drifted to each other, but most remained solitary. "And how
come those others did? If English is a modern language, why
does anyone here speak it?"
-
- "I think the Goa'uld brought English to Earth, Jack.
It probably died out or was forbidden when they were banished.
Some historian probably revived it in the Middle Ages thinking
it was a dead language." Twisting his shoelace around his
fingers, Daniel shrugged. "Maybe the leaders of this place have
passed it along their lineage from when Goa'ulds ruled here.
They probably pass on their positions as well, so those highest
in power are those who speak the language."
-
- "But they don't speak Goa'uld."
-
- "Maybe they do."
-
- "Can you understand what they're saying?" Jack nodded
towards some of the prisoners who had congregated into a group
of five, engrossed in a heated discussion.
-
- "No." And too tired to try. It wasn't as though any of
those men could offer them a way out. But maybe they could shed
some light on this society, or where they were headed. If
anywhere. They might all be cooped up in here for years. Daniel
decided he'd work on the language later.
-
- Jack steered his thoughts towards his two absent teammates.
Hopefully Teal'c could find a way to get himself and Carter
both home, if he had access to administrative buildings. But
the big man had no idea where the two of them were. As
much as Jack longed to get away from this place, he wanted
Daniel out more. Too depressed and discouraged, his present
teammate was going out of his mind with boredom. "Are you
scared?"
-
- "You want the truth, or what?"
-
- "Me too." Being locked up for stealing some coins wasn't
what he'd had in mind for the rest of his life. He was still
too young, and Daniel was even younger. They both had too much
left to do. He didn't want to lose even four more days,
nevermind weeks or months. Been there, done that, and hadn't
been able to escape that other time either.
-
- "We'll get home."
-
- Daniel didn't answer. There were no stars - just unnatural
lighting and walls without windows - to wish on.
-
- _____
-
- "Daniel. Wake up."
-
- The urgent voice was hushed and a hand was shaking him.
Daniel sat up abruptly, squinting open his eyes. "What?"
-
- "Voices, outside the cell. No idea what they're saying, but
something's going on." All the other prisoners were alert and
listening as well.
-
- Jack held onto Daniel as the door opened and seven
uniformed men entered, eyeing the prisoners. In a language
Daniel didn't understand, they conversed, pointing to those
among them. As six prisoners were removed and passed to more
guards waiting by the exit, Jack stood close to Daniel's side,
both teammates holding onto each other's t-shirts. "Stay with
me, Daniel," Jack whispered, as though the other man did not
know his partner's thoughts or worries.
-
- As the officers and guards made their way towards the pair,
the unfamiliar words bounced off each other unabsorbed and
unassimilated. Though concentrating as intently as he could,
Daniel still was unable to comprehend the spoken language.
-
- Daniel couldn't hold his ground; backing up as they
approached, he found himself surrounded and tightly grasped,
and then he was being pulled away. Protesting, Jack reached
out, only to be held back by two more uniformed bodies.
"Daniel!" Struggling, he watched as Daniel's ID was zapped,
watched helplessly as his friend fell to the floor unconscious.
"Leave him alone!"
-
- Jack looked on as Daniel's ID stub was matched by a second,
a red one inserted above it, and the first was then tinkered
with and gradually removed with a series of forked metallic
tools. Drops of blood from a puncture mark were all that
remained, and now Daniel's strip no longer matched his own.
"Give me that!" Jack shouted, hoping somehow these men also
understood English. "Give me a red one!" The arms held him as
he struggled, and he knew this wasn't helping Daniel. He
couldn't help Daniel; he couldn't even keep them together. And
if ever they were removed from this place - which now seemed
imminent - he knew he'd be separated from Daniel forever.
-
- Within minutes Daniel awoke, the officers still standing
over him, and his eyes caught Jack's. Scared, helpless eyes, in
a devastated face. "What happened?"
-
- "You have a red ID tag."
-
- Realization and comprehension dawned in Daniel's own eyes,
as the men pulled him to his feet. And as the two friends were
prodded out of the cell, out of the hallway and the building
and into the rainy day, they knew this was the last chance
they'd have for escape. But there were too many hands against
them, too many arms holding their own, and Jack watched as
Daniel and those four other men with newly implanted red strips
were forced into another boxcar. Struggling furiously, Jack
shrugged away from his captors and bolted towards his friend,
only to realize his implant wasn't coded to the entry. Damn
that thing, if he could only remove it from his neck he might
be able to reach Daniel
-
- But all attempts had proven futile, not like those Goa'uld
memory devices that had not damaged the cerebral cortex.
And all Jack could do was meet his friend's piercing stare,
both men knowing they would never see each other again, or
their homeland. And as he was recaptured and restrained, all he
could do was watch as Daniel's eyes said good-bye. As much as
Jack despised good-byes for their insinuation that two people
would never meet again, he also knew that should that
particular threat come true this time, he would forever curse
himself for not having said as much to Daniel.
-
- "Goodbye," he muttered, just loud enough for the sound to
carry to the shutting door, and louder this time, a bellow for
the sky and plains and strangers to hear and interpret and
never give a damn, "I'll find you. I swear to God, Daniel, I'll
find you. That's a promise."
-
- And then Jack could do nothing more but stand there and
watch in shock as the train door shut
and the whole thing
left its rollers behind and disappeared into the sky.
-
- _____
-
- It had been two days, and Jack knew it was impossible to
know how far away Daniel had been taken. Had no idea if he was
anywhere on or even near this planet. Had no idea if he'd even
survived the ride this time.
-
- Who could have known these people had space travel?
-
- Goa'uld technology? Didn't look like it, but they'd been
bar coded, and Jack could only figure that that
was a remnant left over from the Goa'uld. That, and the
stargate itself. This society didn't appear that
technologically savvy. Could the coded ones from the outer
colonies be Jaffa? Jack flinched at the thought, his stomach
muscles contracting; if that were the case, then Daniel might
be on a Goa'uld world.
-
- No. These people had coded Teal'c, even with that emblem on
his face.
-
- And as he was herded into another cell in a different
building several hours down the road with the remainder of the
men, Jack's worst fears surfaced as he succumbed to the
realization that he had been left behind.
-
- All of them had.
-
- _____
-
- Part two
-
- There had been some stars here, but so far none of his
wishes had materialized. And he'd only seen them a couple of
times, as most nights he was locked up here in this place.
Maybe you had to find the same star every night - or find the
one your teammates were on, for anything concerning home to
come true.
-
- And he really had no idea which star that might be.
-
- The boxcar had sped off into nothingness, and there was no
light and no air and no cracks in the wood that wasn't wood,
for this train was a spaceship. He knew the travel time had to
have been at least two days, even without a watch, for he'd
stayed up most of those hours. He had survived with no water
and no food of his own, because this time water had been shared
with him, from the knowing and thankful eyes of a fellow
prisoner, and there were fewer of them this time, and Daniel
had tried to start learning the language but found he couldn't
concentrate. It was hard to focus, when he was so scared to
death.
-
- But that had been almost two weeks ago, and now he had food
and water, or their facsimiles. Not completely geared to his
taste buds but it would keep him alive and he could get used to
it.
-
- The accommodations left something to be desired, but what
could a thief and criminal expect?
-
- But most importantly, what had happened to Jack?
-
- Daniel rolled over on the woven blanket that softened the
cold stone tiles, pulling the thin cotton sheet up to his chin,
and stared at the wall, the four other prisoners keeping to
themselves, angry and afraid, just as he was. He could always
hope that Teal'c and Sam were working on a plan; at least they
were in the vicinity of the stargate - at last state of things,
anyway - but every time he thought of Jack his gut clenched.
Jack was somewhere on that planet too, but where? How far from
the gate by train? How would he ever get home?
-
- Daniel had no idea what planet he was on. Home
wasn't even an idea.
-
- No, at the moment the only plan was freedom, some day. But
where would he go? He'd be a fugitive, on an unfamiliar
world.
-
- Here in this chilly cell, at least, he wasn't expected to
pay for his own food.
-
- Three of the four other prisoners were sick, and Daniel
knew it would be only hours before he again followed the trend.
He'd already figured out that it wasn't from the food; those
inhalers had to be doing something, and now he knew what. His
pleas of "Don't give me that!" had been futile, forcing him to
take into his lungs whatever parasites or bacteria or viruses
they were handing out that day. Had they even understood his
language, they would not have given a damn. The researchers
were only doing their jobs.
-
- When the oxygen mask had been forcibly draped over his nose
and mouth that first time and the air sprayed through, at first
he'd thought it was their way of inducing the death
sentence.
-
- Again, the choral moanings had woken him during the night,
and the rashes on those men were painful to see. He'd tried to
help, but there wasn't much he could do, given the facilities
and the language barrier. In the first days, when he'd tried to
learn the language, they'd either laughed at his attempts, or
ignored him. His lack of motivation in that respect was
worrisome; it wasn't like him, not to want to learn a language.
Until he realized that this time, learning the language meant
accepting that he'd be here a while.
-
- Anyway, the men weren't meant to be helped, he knew; that
was what the subsequent inhalers were for, and eventually
they'd either be cured, or die, and there was not a damn thing
he could do about it.
-
- And every one of them had red ID tags. Was that the symbol
for being expendable?
-
- Daniel lifted the loose stone tile from the floor below his
old worn blanket, where he'd stashed his last personal
belonging, careful not to let anyone see. The one thing he'd
hidden when they'd taken away his pockets was a photo, taken at
an SG1 homecoming, right after they'd exploded Apophis's ships.
Himself with longer hair, Sam, Jack, and Teal'c, smiling at the
camera, Teal'c not really smiling but all of them happy to be
alive and together. He'd kept that in his pocket on missions,
for good luck. And then, with no pockets, he'd hidden it
downturned inside the bottom of his boot.
-
- But he didn't trust that here. Not with all the experiments
and observations. The picture was safer in the floor, even
though he might one day find himself shifted to another cell.
He had to take the risk. That photo was his last link to a home
he'd never see again.
-
- _____
-
- Jack had been transferred again, to a workbarn this time.
Best to keep the criminals labouring than wasting away doing
nothing, no doubt. Not that he was complaining; there was at
least fresh air here, on the walk from the manual sawmill to
the barn, where they were all kept at night.
-
- The leg chains, however, kept one from running away.
-
- So many men, but why were they here? Had they stolen coins?
Food? Had they injured or killed someone, broken some cultural
rule? Spoken out of turn, chosen the wrong political party?
Ragged, rough, bearded and worn, they had mostly all been here
a long time it seemed, except for a couple who had come in with
him on the most recent train. Quick to temper and quick to bend
in the face of authority, they were depressed and withdrawn,
occasionally loud, sometimes silent, but never had Jack yet
seen them jovial or curious.
-
- The saws kept them in line. Fights had broken out, but no
losing prisoners involved had ever come out alive.
-
- Good thing Daniel wasn't here; well, probably. He wouldn't
have fit in, but Jack would at least have had someone to talk
to. But by now, Daniel would be talking to those in his own
environment, whatever that was; hopefully one not as hard as
this place. Wherever it was; why had he been given a
different ID? Why had they taken him to a different planet? One
of their colonies? Why? To break up any plotting
the two of them might have been doing together?
-
- And what had happened to Carter, and Teal'c? At least he
could hope they were being accepted as citizens, and allowed to
wander at will. So near the stargate, he knew those two would
never rest until they were home.
-
- After three weeks, Jack had almost given up hope of escape.
Was there even any point, any more?
-
- _____
-
- "Let me help you." Daniel had felt the discouragement of
the man, bathed in sweat and kicking out at his nightmares or
hallucinations, and even though the words were foreign, Daniel
could no longer sit idly by and do nothing.
-
- The others just sat and watched, themselves weak and angry
and fearful.
-
- But as Daniel knelt forward slowly, calm gentle hands
reaching out to steady the man and offer a small degree of
comfort, the legs reared up and kicked out, a frantic effort to
stay in control and keep demons away.
-
- Backing up quickly, Daniel ignored the low chuckles of the
other men, waiting for a calm moment when he might once again
be able to approach and lend support.
-
- But several futile attempts later, Daniel lay down to
sleep, hoping only that when his own time came, he would not
react violently to any aid that might halfheartedly come his
way.
-
- _____
-
- He was drained, again, weak and shivery. The rash along his
limbs and torso itched and hurt, and it took a conscious effort
not to rub. They had done nothing for the rash but give him
another inhaler, then another, after yesterday's round of
chemicals had caused him terrifying breathing problems. With
nothing to do in here but stare and think, the long hours of
pain and fear and boredom dragged on endlessly. Lying in the
dark on his blanket throughout the night, he had not expected
to awaken to see another day, and the thought filled Daniel
with both acceptance and dread. He was acutely aware that no
one had bothered to check on him; his death would have been
nothing but a failed research project.
-
- Daniel knew the samples and the inhaled sprays were tests,
experimental cures against known diseases. But it was the
illnesses they'd administered that were doing the most harm.
This was already the third in only three weeks, and until they
found results that pleased them he had to put up with both the
symptoms and the side effects. Most of the experimental
remedies had not helped at all, leaving him barely able to move
off his blanket, the aches or rashes or heart palpitations or
dizziness keeping him prone. Just days ago, so tired and weak
and unable to think, he'd forgotten about the stone, and they'd
almost caught him holding his photograph. He'd had to slip it
under his waistband, that time.
-
- He knew some of the other men were dying. There were a
couple of new faces in the cell with him already, and two who
had never returned.
-
- He almost didn't care if his own time would soon be up.
This was no life.
-
- Daniel had to exert more strength this time, to release the
stone. The photo was getting creased and scratched, and he
dusted it off, under the safety of his sheet. He'd look at the
smiling faces, Sam, Jack, and Teal'c's frown, and convince
himself the three of them were all back together once more, in
safety.
-
- He smiled wistfully, thinking of Jack's words back on base,
so long ago. "When I saw that staff blast wound, Daniel, I
swear; I saw your life flash before my eyes." A joke of
affection, betrayed by the grim tight lips.
-
- And then he'd press his team to his chest and sleep for a
while, waking up to replace his memories under the tile before
they came for him again.
-
- Only that once it had nearly not worked. He'd be more
careful, from now on.
-
- _____
-
- The one thing really bugging him was the beard. At least
now he looked like all the rest; if he ran, maybe they wouldn't
know it was him?
-
- Run, what a joke. With the chains he could move about as
fast as a bowling ball in the gutter.
-
- So what. They'd shoot first anyway, with those crude damn
cannon big fiery things, and identify him later. Where would
that get him?
-
- Into peace, perhaps. Maybe he'd find Daniel up there one
day. Wherever there was. No, Daniel was going to a better place
than he was. Maybe one on a different planet, too.
-
- Where was Daniel? Was he happy?
-
- No. They don't make criminals happy, anywhere in the
universe.
-
- Sorry, buddy. So sorry. I couldn't protect you this
time. Couldn't get you home.
-
- I let them take you, alone. All alone.
-
- What he wouldn't give to just click his heels and wake up
in his own bed. There's no place like home.
-
- What a stupid thing; Dorothy should have known that without
a stargate, click travel was useless.
-
- The darkness was cut by a glare from the nearly full moons,
seeping through the cracks of the barn, and Jack scratched at
his beard. Snores and sleeping groans of the others distracted
him. MIA. The base would never know what had happened to them.
Did anyone still care? Were Teal'c and Carter home? Was Daniel
on some other world, treated okay, still alive?
-
- Good thing Daniel wasn't here, though. He'd get in between
those fights, try to get the guys to see logic. Another brawl
had broken out that day, and Jack had moved as far out of range
as possible. He had no death wish. Not yet.
-
- If I live through this, pal, it's only for one reason.
To find out what happened to you.
- _____
-
- "Jack?" Daniel woke suddenly, the partially-folded spare
shirt half unrolled under his head, the sweat-soaked sheet
tangled around his legs. He was shivering, his lungs aching as
though a boulder was pressing on his chest. Where was he?
-
- Clarity came within seconds; the artificial lighting
offered little aid to his closed eyes, but the hard stone floor
and moans of the other men gave away his situation. He hurt;
his breathing was off again, thick and troubled, and his limbs
were weighted. Eyes still closed, struggling to untangle
himself from the sheet, he remembered Jack was nowhere near.
None of his team, nor Janet, would be here to help him this
time.
-
- The sounds in the cell were wrong. Footsteps, low
conversation. Forcing his eyes slightly open, Daniel saw the
researchers, in their usual hazmat-like gear, removing the body
of one of the prisoners. Finally; the man had been lying there
since yesterday.
-
- "Water?" Daniel grunted, hoping. His tin was empty but his
throat was sore. Drained of energy, he lay back down unnoticed
inside his semi-tangled sheet, weakly letting his thoughts
drift into another troubled sleep.
-
- It may have been minutes later or it may have been hours,
when he was finally awoken by the hazmat men fitting another
specimen mask over his face.
-
- _____
-
- The warm green waters curled around him, glittering,
soothing, lulling him into a relaxed state of acceptance. And
yet, he was finding it hard to swim, his legs unable to kick
out, but Carter was up ahead under the sparkling waters
waiting, smiling, urging him on. He reached out his hand, and
the pull of Carter's own outstretched arm, beckoning, drew him
forward in a smooth momentum. Realizing Daniel was pushing him
gently from behind, he knew he would reach the aquarium by the
time the show started, and he wasn't worried.
-
- Schools of fish swam by, outfits of brilliant hues
gracing their scales, and Jack looked down and saw that he
matched. At his side, Daniel was blending into the green
waters, fading in and out, and Jack called him back, called
Daniel, Daniel, Don't Go and Daniel smiled, becoming a fish at
Carter's side.
-
- And the candles at the aquarium glowed and glimmered and
shone across the waters. Jack walked into the lit chamber,
asked what the candles were for and Teal'c said "It is your
birthday O'Neill." And then Daniel was there, holding a dog in
his arms, offering it. "Every member of my team has to have a
dog," he smiled.
-
- And Jack tried to walk to Daniel, tried to reach Daniel
and the dog as they all sang Happy Birthday O'Neill, but the
long leashes wrapped around his ankles wouldn't let him get
very far.
-
- He reached down, said "Let me take these off first" but
they wouldn't come off and the harder he tried the louder the
sound that was waking up the sleeping puppies.
-
- Then abruptly he awoke, the shackles rattling as he ground
his feet back and forth into the straw. The dream immediately
was gone, and all Jack remembered was the dog in Daniel's
arms.
-
- And he saw it was nearly dawn again.
-
- Waking up was the hardest part of the day, harder than the
incessant sawing, or the inevitable muscle strain and
exhaustion by work's end every evening. Harder than listening
to growls and disputes in a language Jack didn't recognize, and
harder than watching brawls end in bloodshed.
-
- No, waking up meant that all dreams were false, that his
home was gone along with his teammates, that the reality of
this fucked up situation couldn't be denied or brushed away
with an alarm clock. With every new morning came the sounds and
odors and sights of a place he could not escape or deny. The
brutality of that single realization hit with a force each and
every moment upon awakening, and the shock did not yet seem to
be wearing off.
-
- And so, this morning as every other, the scowls and frowns
and bad humour pertained as much to him as to all the others
trapped in this place they did not want to be. And as he waited
for the slow trek to the table line, where he would get bread
or rice cakes and hot water to drink, Jack realized that the
worst of the day was already over.
-
- _____
-
- The walls had rotated, swirling around him, faces floating
and bodies where bodies shouldn't have been, eyes and mouths
and tins of water on the ceiling and facing him and knocking
together, merging into one and into colours, strange blended
colours that made the room into nothing but a decadent neon
wormhole.
-
- And then slowly his disorientation and dizziness had
passed, and for four days Daniel had barely been able to see.
Though one of the treatments had finally combatted his
symptoms, it had inflicted disturbing side effects. The drops
and poultices only made his vision worse, with stinging eyes
that had blurred the unnatural lighting into shades of gray.
There wasn't too much he had to look at inside the cell or out,
but what scared him most was the possibility that this could be
permanent. There was no promise that any medicines were up to
the task - which was why they were using prisoners for their
research in the first place. Possible damage to his eyes was
not something he could ever accept.
-
- One of these days, they'd make that one final error that
would cost him some part of himself, or his life. None of the
prisoners had much of a lifespan in this place; he'd already
figured that out.
-
- For four days he'd stumbled about, feeling around for his
blanket, his water, his photo that he could no longer see. His
fingers had had to feel, had to imagine the smiling happy
faces.
-
- Today though, this afternoon, they had administered ice
cold drops that had burned profusely, and then his vision had
cleared, like fog burning off in the sunshine. Only those
transparent little black dots remained, floating across his
vision as he moved his eyes and blinked. Filled with euphoria,
Daniel rejoiced internally, until he realized that those people
wouldn't be satisfied until they discovered a remedy that would
work without any side effects at all. His spirit plummeted with
the thought that they'd be administering something new, either
in the night or sometime the following day, and he'd be back to
his fragile frightening world, where monsters were reality and
illness was a normal state of being.
-
- Tossed back into the cell earlier than usual, only one
other prisoner had yet been returned. The man watched him enter
with intense guilty eyes.
-
- Perhaps this would be a good time to start learning the
language.
-
- Daniel sat on his blanket, legs crossed, and faced his
cellmate. Without distractions, without words, there was
nothing to do in here, and boredom manifested mostly in
daydreams. There wasn't a lot of room to do much else.
-
- "Hi. I'm Daniel."
-
- The other man lowered his head, watching Daniel from the
corner of his eye.
-
- "You from around here?" Perhaps if he moved closer, he
might be able to express his desire for friendship. But he
might just as easily be misunderstood, and give the impression
of intimidation. He stayed put.
-
- When no further eye contact was forthcoming, Daniel sighed,
too short on energy to put forth the effort. Communication
could wait.
-
- He reached under his blanket and felt around for the flat
stone tile. He needed to see his friends.
-
- They weren't there.
-
- With sudden comprehension, Daniel sat upright, his voice
louder and gruffer than he had intended. "Give it back."
-
- The guilty look was there in the fellow's eyes, but he
showed no intention of feigning comprehension.
-
- Fear was greater than his anger, for that picture was all
Daniel had left. He would share it if he had to, but he would
never, never give it up. Holding out his hand, this time Daniel
did move closer, trying to keep his voice steady and his hand
from trembling. "Give it to me, please."
-
- Backing away on his knees, snatching up the item he had
been sitting on, his cellmate did not relinquish the
photograph, clinging to it tightly. Daniel reached out, one
hand now firmly on the man's shoulder. Grabbing the photo away
would only damage it. He had to stay calm; after all, this man
was not going anywhere.
-
- Daniel slowly sat down beside him. "Daniel", he pointed to
himself. Then he pointed at the photograph. "Daniel. Sam,
Teal'c, Jack." It felt good to say their names out loud.
-
- Hesitating, the other man pointed to himself.
"Raujaman."
-
- "Raujaman," Daniel smiled. "May I have my photograph?" He
gently released the man's shoulder and held out his hand.
-
- Several seconds passed. Finally, Raujaman slowly placed the
photo into Daniel's upturned palm. As he did so, he leaned
over, placing his mouth on Daniel's.
-
- Pushing the man back, Daniel jumped up, his heart pounding.
"No. No! I didn't mean to give you that idea." He backed away,
back to his blanket, clutching the picture, and drew the sheet
around himself.
-
- Raujaman just glared, then retreated to his own territory
in the corner.
-
- _____
-
- Daniel had been relieved when the others were brought back
to the cell. He had not settled down, with Raujaman glaring at
him for the longest hours he could remember. Daniel just hoped
the others were not considering themselves Raujaman's friends;
after all, they did speak the same language, although they had
not yet seemed to seek each other's companionship.
-
- This intermission between his treatments would last only
hours, and soon he would be taken again, if his experimenters
kept to their pattern. Daniel knew he would be too weak by
tomorrow night to fight off Raujaman. He could hope only that
Raujaman himself would be too weak to want either him or the
photo of his team.
-
- Tonight, Daniel didn't replace it under the tile. He curled
up with it under his t-shirt, clutching it to his chest, and
fell into a shallow, troubled sleep.
-
- _____
-
- Jolting suddenly awake, Daniel realized others were in
there with him; others who didn't belong. Footsteps were
surrounding him and voices were snickering angrily. Afraid of
being ganged up on and attacked, his eyes flew open to a
familiar sight, a light held by uniformed guards, a light
aiming straight at him, and his sheet was jerked away. Daniel's
arms were grabbed and he was pulled to his feet. This wasn't
their regular test subject collection; this was a raid.
-
- He saw what they were looking for.
-
- The photo had fallen from his shirt, and as he reached down
to grab for it it was torn from his fingers.
-
- Raujaman was glaring at him from the corner, a man who
spoke the language of the guards. And he had spoken with them
when they'd brought the other three men back to the room, three
prisoners who were now looking on in confusion and
curiosity.
-
- Revenge, Daniel, in a world where men had
nothing.
-
- And the guards knocked Daniel back down to the floor as
they stared at the photograph, perhaps wondering what it was,
wondering at the technology or the power that had created such
a thing. And Daniel stared at them, glaring, until
fingers had ripped it this way and that, shredding it to bits,
then more bits, more and even smaller, and the miniscule pieces
rained down on him, and they'd torn up Sam and Jack and
Teal'c.
-
- And somehow, Daniel waited until they left before the warm
tears welled over onto his cheeks, and he covered his head with
the sheet.
-
- _____
-
- Days turned monotonously into one another, and Jack
continued to saw logs into bits. He never really knew what they
were being used for; perhaps crude furniture, maybe pencils for
all he knew. He still couldn't communicate, not with oral
language. Where was Daniel when you needed him? Or even when
you didn't? Where.
-
- Now and then he'd be chained to the transport, a mini-train
with dozens of small wheels instead of rollers, a wagon-like
truck, and help carry the wood piles and longer logs into the
market for sale. Not the same market grounds his team had gated
to, though; that one was far far away, in some other
direction.
-
- Still, those were the better days. He couldn't help but
look for some familiar face in the crowd; a woman with blond
hair - getting longer by now - or a tall dark man with a golden
tattoo. Not that they'd recognize him.
-
- But he'd always end up back at the barn, hopes dashed and
monotony once again settling in, with nothing to look forward
to for another week or two, when he might again be chosen to
search out faces at the market for one more afternoon.
-
- _____
-
- Daniel had woken early, his sleep restless and disturbed,
filled with images he could no longer recall. Opening his eyes
to an emotion that had tightened his chest, he had gently swept
the scattered bits of shredded photograph into the small gouge
in the floor and covered it for the last time with the stone.
There, he would let his friends rest in peace.
-
- But the photograph had been cause for unrest. Why they had
cared, Daniel couldn't understand, unless they thought he was
still stealing and hiding their property as well. What,
where? Or maybe they thought he was communicating
telepathically with those from his former life, through the
photo, and his friends were coming to rescue him. Now,
there was a dream. Maybe they were just realizing that he
had feelings and emotions, and that made it harder - a bit - to
experiment on him. He never had been able to learn their
language. Maybe he hadn't tried hard enough. Maybe he had no
reason to do so. There'd been no one to rescue but
himself.
-
- But for whatever reason, they'd had enough. They came for
him that morning - he assumed it was morning - and Daniel found
himself stuffed into a much smaller land vehicle and prepared
for transport. He was escorted in the enclosed wagon by four
large guards.
-
- Taken by road for a few hours, the ride was less
uncomfortable than either of the others had been, as there was
a bit more room and the guards had stopped frequently to let in
air. They had not been able to stand the heat and thick stale
air within the interior of the vehicle. They had also eaten,
and stopped for some drinks along the way.
-
- All in all, Daniel figured he really hadn't travelled all
that far.
-
- This time, the transport took him to a small stone building
with a high tower overlooking another marketplace and town.
Daniel was escorted into the building, where a sharp-faced
woman in long brown dress and shawl, along with four guards,
were waiting.
-
- Daniel was guided up a long, long narrow winding flight of
stairs, to the top of the tower. The room was sparse; just
another sheet and blanket, a hole in the corner of the floor
leading into a drain, a tin of water, a dish, and a spare set
of clothing. These would be his belongings from now on.
-
- He was glad to be gone from that other prison - or lab, or
whatever it had been; the antagonism that had set in made even
his cell no longer a safe place. And he knew that it was only a
matter of time until one of the inhaled viruses would have been
incurable and fatal. Here, so far, only the guards were making
him nervous.
-
- But the thing that made Daniel smile was the small barred
hole in the wall, a window to the outside world.
-
- _____
-
- Whatever the hell they had tracked in with those chests had
made a lasting effect on the grimy floor and wooden shelving.
Mud or hardened clay that had come off their boots, off their
pack animals, or spilled from containers, had been left
seemingly for years to decay and stain. The powders and
scrubbing brushes were no match for the cleaning solutions of
North America, that was for sure, but they bit at his skin and
stung his eyes. By the end of each day, the soreness and
redness and rashes had rivalled those induced by Daniel's
so-called medical researchers. He had almost thought, with a
moment of panic, that one of the illnesses had recurred.
-
- And to make his misery complete, the dust and powders kept
making him sneeze.
-
- At least those bothersome little black dots had mostly
faded from his vision. Only two or three were left now,
floating around, and didn't show so badly in the dimly lit
chambers.
-
- The lone prisoner in the tall narrow lookout, Daniel's job
was to clean the storerooms below. Down in the cellar, down by
the kitchen, and down by the guards' quarters, the rooms were
full of supplies and wares, kept for the townsfolk and for
possible sale at the markets. True heaven for a thief, but he
was searched each time he left those areas, even though he had
no hiding places except for under his clothing. Even so, he was
watched constantly, until the guards would get bored and drift
away to partake in some personal diversions.
-
- At those times he was locked into one of the storage rooms,
and released when they came to check on his work pace,
oftentimes hours later.
-
- There was a never-ending lot to clean in the dark chambers;
the goods were always changing, and the dirt and mud tracked in
waged a constant battle. The dead insects seemed to propagate,
and the rooms themselves reeked of urine. Scouring the stones
of the walls and floor never seemed to make that much of a
difference, to Daniel's eye. Years of grime and caked mud took
more than a few hours to scrub off, and he was certain no one
had held his position any time in the recent past.
-
- But with the water for cleaning pumped out of the hallway
pipes, Daniel could also wash himself, along with his
change of old torn clothing, and for this he was almost
grateful for the job.
-
- Sometimes he'd have to work nearly through the night. Other
times he'd be allowed to finish early and rest, although he
never understood the reasoning behind his schedule. Every now
and then, he'd even have a few hours off during daylight. It
was those hours which rewarded him, which he looked forward to,
for then he could study the people in the town below.
-
- At night, he could sometimes see a few stars. Which to wish
on? He had to get it right, for it could take a lifetime. No
room for error, when wishing on a star.
-
- No, they weren't stars at all, but planets, planets where
people treated others as slaves. There was nothing to wish on;
maybe none that were visible even held life. Where were his
teammates? How far away were they? And where was he, on
a colony of P4T 287? Yes, probably one of their outer -
offworld - colonies, for these people also wore identification
tags. And escaping and finding his way home was not even an
option.
-
- Daniel wished he still had a photograph, at least, of his
friends.
-
- _____
-
- Another tish tish tish so softly Jack was sure only
he heard it. He was the only one who bothered to notice,
anyway, every night. Usually the loud sounds and vibrations of
coughing, moaning, snoring, and the shifting of leg chains
would scare the roaches away and the sounds would return only
nearer to dawn.
-
- It was a game, when he couldn't sleep. Reach out and try to
grab one in a handful of hay, and in the blackness he could
only tell if he'd scored by the tickle of movement in his
closed palm. And then he'd let it go. Some nights he scored as
high as twelve. Other nights he'd score only three or four.
Those were the nights he'd fallen asleep.
-
- This night had been rough, for both himself and the bugs.
He was already up to eighteen, his highest count yet. They'd
been out and about and didn't care about his restlessness;
perhaps it was the dampness of the approaching rain, warning
them to take shelter. The guards positioned outside had been
pacing more than usual, by the sounds of their unsettled
footsteps; maybe the mood was shared by all of nature
tonight.
-
- And the rain began to drip and then pound on the barn
walls, and Jack lay awake, trying to convince himself he should
be happy and thankful for the dry surroundings. But come
tomorrow, he'd be out there no matter what, working, and he
remembered this was not a storm of Earth.
-
- Perhaps it was only the storm of his mind, and when he
awoke he'd be home.
-
- _____
-
- From his lookout in the tower, Daniel watched over the
market scene. This was better, this confinement, than his old
cell. At least he had a small bit of natural light, and
outside. It would get cold, it would get too hot, but at least
he had people to observe and think about, things to imagine,
and stories to make up. It passed the time, kept his mind
active and alert.
-
- Kept him from thinking about what he was doing here, and
where his friends were. Kept him from worrying, too much.
Too much.
-
- There was the old woman, the one with the child on her
head. The child sat there for most of the day, and Daniel had
thought it was a doll, until she put it down and it had crawled
off.
-
- There was the man with the wheel, trying to ride on a
lop-sided bar. If Daniel could reach him, he could teach of how
to make a bicycle. Funny, how this place had trains and flying
machines and a few wagon-trucks, but no bicycles or personal
vehicles. He supposed the locals never really wanted to go too
far from home.
-
- There was the young girl, in colourful skirts, doing her
swirls and twirls and dances. She'd flit around the men, and
sometimes disappear with one of them for a while. More often
than not, though, she'd spend the afternoon alone sitting under
a tree.
-
- Then there were the children. Five boys and a girl, always
hopping around the customers, trying to sell whatever they had
in hand. Fruit, sandals, belts, bells; it didn't matter. What
they could find or acquire cheaply, they would sell to others,
for those extra few coins.
-
- Coins. The thought brought Daniel's reveries back to the
present, and it saddened him, reminding him of his
momentarily-forgotten situation. He looked around at his
confined space with the barricaded door. It was a few coins
that had gotten him into this mess; the SG teams never had
local money when they went offworld. If only they hadn't lost
their packs, their rations, they would not have needed money in
the first place.
-
- He'd still be with Jack, and Sam, and Teal'c. He'd be home,
wouldn't he?
-
- Reaching into his waistband he forgot, just for a second,
that his picture was no longer there. Closing his eyes Daniel
pictured his teammates, his friends. He could see them smiling,
welcoming him home.
-
- He saw Sam and Jack, home from Antarctica. Home from the
Land of Light. Home from Chulak. Welcoming Jack back from
Argos, after nearly dying of old age.
-
- Sitting with Sam, after Jolinar had died.
-
- Sitting with Sam, after her dad had gone to stay with the
Tok'ra.
-
- Sam and Jack and Teal'c, sitting with him after Shar'e had
been lost to him, forever.
-
- Daniel looked out the bars once more. Lives were going on
out there at the market, as usual, as they did every day,
oblivious to the man in the window. No one knew he was there.
No one had any reason to care.
-
- _____
-
- The leg chains hampered his ability to walk, but at least
it was one more day out. Ungracefully carrying the logs between
them, Jack trudged behind his partner, and the view was
obstructed. Still, when they put down their load, Jack searched
the faces in the crowd. Every blond head caught his eye, and it
was ominous and depressing to finally have to get back into the
transport vehicle and give up for one more week.
-
- How long could he carry on this way, fooling himself? He
imagined himself an old frail man, limping along, still hoping
for a glimpse of a teammate who would never even remember
him.
-
- Even after the poor young girl had swirled her scarves
around him, making a play for a prisoner who could not have had
her even if he'd wanted to, he'd imagined that was Daniel
looking out the barred open window of the tower at him, making
some joke about his beard. But that fellow was probably just
laughing at him, ashamed of the prisoners coming into their
marketplace. He'd certainly heard that enough.
-
- That man, too, had a beard, and as Jack already knew, he
looked like everyone else around here.
-
- _____
-
- "Pail." Daniel pointed to the bucket on the floor at his
feet. "What do you call it?" Hoping to ease his loneliness in
this solitary confinement, learning the language might also
stimulate his mind and alleviate the monotony. His hopeful,
interested eyes followed the woman as she stopped her survey of
the freshly scrubbed room and turned to him, frowning. "Pail,"
he repeated.
-
- Pointedly ignoring him, she resumed her scrutiny of his
day's work. Stomping on an area that looked to Daniel the same
as all the rest, she motioned for him to get back down to
business.
-
- "I've done that bit already," but he knew she couldn't
understand. "Daniel," he said, pointing at his chest. "Daniel.
You?"
-
- As Daniel's finger turned to point towards the woman, her
expression changed, darkening, her gray eyes filling with fury.
In the quickest of motions she slapped him across the face,
overturning the bucket of dirty water with a kick. It clanged
across the stones, rolling into its own puddle, brushes and
rags sloshing sloppily in the mess. Stomping out of the room,
her sandals clicking on the hard stone surface and brown skirt
swishing at her calves, she slammed the door, barricading it
from the outside with the long wooden bar.
-
- Daniel stood for a moment, eyes closed, then got down on
his knees to resume his work.
-
- _____
-
- There was the lemon woman, with her cart. Maybe it wasn't
lemons she was selling, but that's what they looked like. Back
and forth she'd go, calling out something in that
language.
-
- There were the men in uniform, heading to the buildings
Daniel could see in the busier streets beyond. They would
traverse the marketplace, looking for something in particular,
sometimes women.
-
- He'd cleaned up the storage rooms today. He'd worked faster
than usual, knowing his reward would be to watch the lanes,
making up stories about the people, contemplating their lives.
That was what now made him happy, if he could call it that.
Funny, what he settled for these days.
-
- Today, the long flight of stairs had bothered his knees.
He'd been out of breath climbing back up; Daniel worried that
maybe he was out of shape, or perhaps his illnesses had caused
more permanent damage than he'd imagined. He'd have to start
exercising again.
-
- Back to the window. There were transport vehicles
today.
-
- Sometimes there were newcomers, arriving at the market in
road transport. Mini trains on megawheels. These were business
people, selling and buying goods.
-
- Back and forth, rushing around, they seemed to disturb the
rhythm of the marketplace. It was only they who were in a rush,
out of touch with the song.
-
- Then there were the prisoners, shackled and slow. The
loggers or lumbermen came in every so often; Daniel had caught
glimpses of their lumber being made into bowls and little
wooden boxes. He watched as some of the men were foolishly
followed by the young girl in her colourful skirts. The
prisoners couldn't be with her, nor could they pay. He supposed
she was just teasing them, laughing inside. And except for the
beard, Daniel could even imagine that that one was Jack. The
one with the black shirt, while everyone else wore navy.
-
- He looked again.
-
- His eyes were not so good, without his glasses.
-
- Turn around
turn around
come on, let me see
your face
-
- That one looked kind of like Jack.
-
- "Jack!" Daniel's voice could not carry that far, not with
all the bustle and noise of the market. "Damn it! Jack!
Jack!" No, that was impossible. They weren't even on the
same planet, were they?
-
- He'd flown here
for two days. Had they flown Jack
here, too? Or had the vehicle just been in orbit? Circling for
some reason, or to throw him off, so he wouldn't try to escape
and make it back to his friends? Was it more like an airplane,
or helicopter, than a spaceship?
-
- Had they been this close to each other all this time?
-
- God, his mind couldn't rest. That couldn't have been Jack;
it was just his mind playing tricks, fantasizing. Giving him
something to hope for. It was funny what the psyche could do
when it reached a maximum low point. No, all those prisoners
looked alike, same clothing, beards. Jack would have a beard
now, just like he did, wouldn't he? Damn damn damn.
-
- He'd watch, every day until that lumber transport came
again.
-
- _____
-
- But the next time it did, he was downstairs cleaning out
the storage rooms.
-
- Jack had looked up at the tower, but this time the barred
window was empty.
-
- And Daniel returned just in time to see a man he could have
imagined to be Jack, stepping with his chained ankles into the
back of the vehicle.
-
- _____
-
- Fearful that he'd miss it again, Daniel worked hard and
quickly, determined to have his cleaning done by mid-afternoon
on as many days as he could. Sometimes she would give him more,
but sometimes he was back, watching the market, waiting,
keeping his mind clear and alert. A week passed before he saw
the vehicle again.
-
- Please be Jack. Jack, please be here. Please. Please.
Please.
-
- Please.
-
- His heart thumped, waiting in desperation for the face of
an old friend, even one who was chained and in slavery. Just as
he was.
-
- What difference would it make if it was Jack? So near, yet
still too far. Miles and miles apart. They'd never get to
meet.
-
- He'd have to let Jack know where he was.
-
- Had to somehow get Jack's attention, without being obvious
to the entire crowd below. What did he have, and what did he
need?
-
- Well, carrier pigeons would be a good start. Or maybe he
should actually start with what he had. Like cleaning
supplies
like what, toss a pail of white powder out the
window? Come on, come on
he could make noise with
his tin or a pail, but he wasn't allowed to take anything out
of those rooms, and no one would hear him anyway. No, he had
nothing to work with here.
-
- Write "Hi Jack" on his shirt somehow, and fly it out the
window? Huh. Possibly. And then what?
-
- Four guards downstairs; two at the front door, two at the
rear. One woman. He couldn't take them all on, during his trips
down the stairs.
-
- Trip down the stairs? Now that was a thought, if all else
failed, he thought wryly.
-
- Stairs
but he did have stairs. Push them down, and
make a run for it?
-
- Oh yeah, right.
-
- Come on, Daniel. Think.
-
- Lock them in one of those rooms down below? No, he could
never get five of them in there together. Create a diversion?
How? Come on, Daniel. That's Jack out
there.
-
- Maybe.
-
- He'd never had to come up with an escape plan of his own
before. Not one that included him possibly having to hurt
somebody. Didn't know if he could realistically do that.
-
- He had to get the guards out of the building somehow, while
he was free from the room. He had to get outside, if only for a
minute. If only to grab his buddy and tell him he was still
alive and in the neighbourhood. He had to look Jack in the eye,
one last time.
-
- If only for a minute.
-
- He could get sick
swallow some of that cleaning
powder, and maybe they'd take him out of here, take him to some
building with medical facilities, one with less security and no
bars on the doors. Or they might just bring a healer of some
sort up to the top of the tower
or let him die. Bad
plan.
-
- But if he was hurt, the woman would need help, right? Would
she seek treatment, or leave him? If he pretended to be
hurt, would she leave him alone for a moment? Or maybe send a
guard for help? That would get one of them out of the building.
He could lock her in the room
and that would still leave
three.
-
- But if he could do it without alerting the back door
guards, that would only leave one. He could take on one guard,
couldn't he? If he pretended to fall at the bottom of the
stairs, he would be nearer the door. But too far to lock the
woman into the barricaded tower room. No, this had to be done
at the top.
-
- Daniel's plan began to take shape, and this time he was
almost certain that was Jack. And if it wasn't, then he'd still
put his plan into action, and probably die trying to find
out.
-
- _____
-
- Jack's hand slapped down, grasping number eleven. What a
fun game. And yet
he'd so rather be watching a
movie or playing golf.
-
- Did they feel fear, being trapped and imprisoned in the
darkness of his tunnel? Did they fear being crushed to death,
unable to escape from a force beyond their control, one that
they had neither anticipated nor deserved? Opening his palm,
Jack released the creature into the darkness, not wishing to
cause any more pain with his existence than he had to. Than he
had already done.
-
- Another tish tish into the dusty straw, and number
eleven scampered off to freedom and family.
-
- But in his own reality, he had not been able to keep Daniel
from being stolen, and for that Jack feared he would never
sleep soundly again.
- _____
-
- One week later, hoping the same vehicle would come this
day, hoping Jack would be on it, the success of this plan
relied on a lot of unstable and unpredictable factors. But if
it worked, and if Jack arrived today, they'd get to speak, one
last time. One last time, before he was whisked off to
somewhere else, somewhere with no market to watch and keep him
occupied. Either way, today would be his last day making up
stories about these people. He just hoped the next place they
put him wouldn't use him for experiments. The way he saw it, it
was worth the risk.
-
- Everything was ready. All that he needed was to be given
work today, in time.
-
- But that was something he could never count on. The timing
had to be just right.
-
- Just right
-
- And when the transport came that day, Daniel was still in
the tower, and his spirits fell, hopes slashed to bits.
-
- He also didn't know any more if that really was Jack
or not. This time the prisoner had been wearing navy.
- _____
-
- "Fine! It's yours!" The words made no sense to the
recipient, but Jack's show of throwing down the saw at the
man's feet and backing away allowed the tension to deflate. The
other machines contained broken teeth, broken like the other
worker's own blade now, making the chores twice as difficult,
but if it prevented a brawl, Jack could trade. What the hell;
he wasn't in this for the popularity, nor a promotion. Oh wait;
the pay was the same no matter how much work he could get done,
and the going rate was life.
-
- And yet, Jack had his suspicions that it was his lack of
aggression, his potential trustworthiness, that bought him the
privelege of going to the market nearly every week.
-
- Not quite willing yet to turn his back on the man, Jack
waited until the saw levelled at his chest was lowered, and his
own had been retrieved from the ground. The shouts of the
foremen signalled a speedy return to work.
-
- Jack backed off, turning to choose the best from among the
leftover damaged tools. This might be a very long year.
-
- _____
-
- Daniel was still willing to try, and would never give up
hope. If that wasn't Jack, then this would be an escape
attempt, one way or the other.
-
- One way or another, he'd be leaving this place, a place not
so bad compared to where he'd been before and where he might
end up. Yet, no matter what, there was no pleasure in living
out one's life in solitary confinement.
-
- So exactly one week later, when Daniel was escorted
downstairs to do the cleaning, he took his chances.
-
- Hurrying through his work as quickly as he could, heart
thumping with anxiety and hoping the woman would assign him no
more tasks, Daniel waited anxiously for the final
inspection.
-
- As she wandered among the storage rooms, he closed his fist
around the twisted and broken section of bucket handle,
piercing his skin. She could not see the blood before it served
his purpose.
-
- Satisfied, she escorted him up the narrow winding
stairs.
-
- As near to the top as he dared, Daniel tripped, tumbling
and lightly hitting his head on the stone steps, squeezing his
bloody palm across his face before lying motionless atop the
stairs. There was a moment of silence and then he heard her
screaming for the guards, as she watched the blood drip past
his eyes.
-
- Some thundering heartbeats later he heard the guards
rushing up the stairs towards him; at least two were coming.
Still not a problem, he told himself. Not yet. Not unless they
took him into the room and left him there, and then he would be
back to square one, nothing lost and nothing gained.
-
- But then the voices stopped. The guards were leaving, and
within moments Daniel realized he was alone with the woman. He
jumped up, so suddenly that the shocked woman was caught off
guard. Throwing her over his shoulder, her fists beating at his
back, he deposited her quickly into the room and onto the
blanket. Too late she realized what was happening, as Daniel
fled the chamber and snapped the barricade over the door from
the outside, the thumps of his heart filling his entire
body.
-
- He leaned against the barrier, dazed, regaining his
composure. Now, if he could get out the front door before the
two back door guards discovered anything was wrong, he'd be on
his way to Jack. Maybe Jack. Caution was better than
more disappointment, he knew in his heart, and he warned
himself not to get his hopes up.
-
- He wasn't even certain that the transport was out there.
But if it wasn't, he was prepared to find somewhere to hide
until the day it arrived.
-
- The woman was pounding on the door now, and yelling words
that Daniel assumed were not too ladylike.
-
- He was only halfway down the stairs when the running
footsteps sounded, and two more guards dashed into view. One
shocked look at a free Daniel, and they knew what had happened.
Rushing towards him in anger they brandished their knives,
intent only on subduing their prisoner by any means they
could.
-
- Daniel's exit was cut off, and he had no choice but to race
back up the stairs, his back against the door where the woman
was still pounding, his escape attempt over.
-
- Slumping seated onto the floor, defeated and desperate,
Daniel knew that within minutes he'd be either imprisoned for
good, or dead.
-
- He had only one choice, and no time to think about what he
was doing. Lying down flat he kicked out with all his strength
as the first guard neared him, catching the man on the shins.
Grabbing wildly for support, the front guard fell backwards,
toppling into the other coming up just behind him, and they
both tumbled backwards down the long flight of stairs.
-
- Motionless they lay, stuck two-thirds to the bottom at the
twist in the winding staircase. One guard's neck had settled
crookedly, the angle awkward, as the other man lay on top of
him unconscious, his broken arm dangling over them both. These
guards, Daniel could see now, sported yellow identification
tags on the back of their necks.
-
- On hands and knees, breathing heavily, Daniel leaned over
the top stairs peering down. Everything had happened within
seconds, without thought, a desperate act of self-defense.
-
- What had he done?
-
- Bought himself time. The woman had not quieted down, and
Daniel knew he had to hurry before the other two guards
returned. Racing down the stairs, jumping over the two fallen
men, he grabbed the knives that had been tossed from their
hands onto the stone landing.
-
- Pulling open the heavy tower door, he lunged into the
marketplace, into air, and daylight, and hope. It had been a
long time since he had been free.
-
- Daniel searched desperately for the lumber vehicle, trying
to remain inconspicuous behind the market stalls. He swiped at
the blood on his face, knowing he looked like a beggar, and
hoped his hair covered the red tag on the back of his
neck.
-
- The truck was there, and Daniel's heart lurched. Searching
frantically for the man he wanted so desperately to see, he'd
forgotten to wonder if Jack would even recognize him. The thing
that still worried him most, though, was the very possible fact
that the person might not have been Jack at all.
-
- But there he was, releasing a load of chopped wood.
-
- His heart thundering, Daniel nonchalantly - hopefully
inconspicuously - sauntered towards the prisoner. As he neared,
he caught the fellow's sleeve, and the man looked up, into his
eyes.
-
- God. Jack.
-
- "Jack."
-
- Recognition came with the force of the saws he had so often
thrust. The voice, the name
a harsher, scruffy bearded
face, but he couldn't mistake the warm blue eyes. The guy had
blood on his forehead. What had they done to him?
-
- Jack's eyes burned. "Daniel? God, Daniel!" Without
thinking, a hand flew to his friend's face before quickly
dropping. He wanted to grab him, grab Daniel and hug the
stuffing out of him and never let go, but he was expected back
at the vehicle, and possibly under surveillance. "Next week?"
We could make a plan. He saw the warmth flicker in his
friend's eyes.
-
- "Can't. This is it. Just had to let you know, I've been
watching you from the tower."
-
- That had been Daniel? God, oh god, no. "I can't run."
-
- "I know. I just had to see you. They'll be looking for me."
Daniel wanted to throw his arms around his friend, but they
were supposed to look like strangers. The calm façade
was killing him. "Here." He passed Jack a knife.
-
- Snatching it, Jack knelt down, struggling at his chains,
digging the blade between the cracks of a link. A loop broke,
and his feet were unattached. "Let's go!" Grabbing Daniel's
arm, he pulled his friend into a run, and without a second
thought, Daniel took off. Neither man had thought beyond this
moment, neither knew where they were going or how far they'd
get. All they knew was that they were doing it together.
-
- _____
-
- Somehow, sheer determination outwitted their pursuers,
people who hadn't known what was going on until the two men
were into the lanes beyond. In the labyrinth of the
marketplace, the fugitives ducked through a broken wall
straight into a corner heaped with trash, keeping low and
hoping anyone following them would just keep on going. There
they knelt, listened, and waited.
-
- Jack was in a daze. He hadn't had the fortune of knowing
what Daniel was planning; hadn't even known Daniel was on this
planet. And so, his friend and teammate hanging onto his arm,
he looked through the semi-darkness of discarded wooden boxes
and broken trinkets into eyes he had never expected to see
again.
-
- And then he grabbed Daniel into the strongest hug he could
manage.
-
- They held each other for as long as they dared, until the
footsteps and angry voices had veered away and subsided, until
their knees couldn't crouch any more, until they were sure it
was safe to move. And even then, neither one was willing to let
go.
-
- Then Jack shifted positions, painfully stretching out,
managing to remove more of the flapping coils attached to his
ankles. Then together they sat in binding, absolute silence,
leaning on each other for support in the tiny space, just
waiting until darkness covered them better.
-
- _____
-
- "Let's go."
-
- Daniel had liked those words before, and appreciated them
even more now. The market was closed and packed up, so
hopefully they were alone. Would the transport have left
without Jack? Would they be back, with a full search party out
looking for Daniel? "Which way?" While Jack had been around the
countryside to some degree; all he knew was what he had
seen from the tower.
-
- "The hills." Jack motioned into the distance towards
nothing Daniel could make out, far from the road he'd come in
on every week. Far from the village and the saw mills. Far from
the market and the tower. Far from any building that they both
wouldn't be able to get into, with their differently coded ID
studs. "Hopefully they won't see us from the tower in the
dark."
-
- "No. There aren't any windows facing this direction."
-
- The rain began gently at first, a fresh gray mist dampening
the soil and clothing, bare skin of arms and faces slick.
Gradually, unable to tell when the drops had fallen harder,
when the rain had become an encumbrance, their steps began to
slow, the earth beneath their feet turning pulpy, their vision
blurring with each successive drop.
-
- Still, they ran on and on, through the night, hoping to
deter and outdistance anyone foolish enough to have followed.
Daniel realized his poor physical condition wasn't so bad after
all, given the right motivation. Jack, on the other hand,
seemed fitter and stronger than ever before. Only the small
links still attached to his ankle rings had forced him to slow
down.
-
- Daniel glanced at his CO, catching his breath and trying to
ease the cramps in his side. Jack was staring at him with
concern, and at that moment Daniel realized the few breaks they
had allowed themselves had been mostly for his sake. Albeit
uncomfortably wet and dripping, Jack was barely even tired.
Maybe Daniel's bouts of induced poor health had left him weak
after all, but he was not about to be the cause of their
capture. "Let's go," he stated loudly, determined not to be a
burden on the escape route.
-
- "We have time to stop and breathe," Jack reassured him
calmly. "Don't push yourself."
-
- "Just a cramp. I'm fine now."
-
- Nodding, Jack decided, even with the rain now pelting down
- an obstacle itself to their quest for freedom - to slow the
pace that little bit more.
-
- _____
-
- Finally they reached the cover of the hills, clusters of
trees, some overhanging rocks. "Let's camp."
-
- "Camp?" Daniel repeated, swiping a slightly bloody hand
across the bangs dripping into his eyes, trying not to be too
obvious in catching his breath. "We have food?"
-
- "Okay, stop and sleep," Jack corrected himself. They were
far enough away from town by now. No one would have bothered to
come after them all this way. Hopefully those ID strips didn't
act like the radio devices of animals tracked in the wild. If
so, there would never be anywhere far enough for them to
run.
-
- Sitting under the overhang, they were invisible to all but
predators with a sense of smell. Even with the cooling
temperatures in the wetness of the night, it felt good to sit
and rest. Beyond the overhang, the overflow of water drops
surged over the long stems and leaves above, creating a mini
waterfall over their front porch.
-
- And they looked at each other, in the darkness. The three
moons were mostly obscured by cloud cover, but still shed some
light and shadows across the foliage swaying in the brief wind
gusts beyond.
-
- "I can't believe you're here," Jack exclaimed emphatically
but quietly. "I can touch you."
-
- The wistful smile on Daniel's face compensated for his lack
of words. He pulled Jack's hand between the two of his. "Kind
of surprises me, too."
-
- "You were bleeding." The question remained unasked.
-
- "Oh. No, part of my escape plan. I'm okay."
-
- "Okay."
-
- Together they sat, shoulder to shoulder, waiting for the
night to pass and hoping it wouldn't.
-
- "I thought you were on some other planet."
-
- Daniel lowered his head. So, still P4T 287. Closer to
Sam and Teal'c. Closer to the stargate. "So did I."
-
- The wind was whispering, remnants of the downpour still
releasing water droplets off the layers of leaves, splashing
gently onto the stones and plants at their feet. The night was
cool, damp, but a hell of a lot better than a prison cell.
-
- "I'd given up ever seeing you again." A water droplet
trickled onto Jack's nose, and he brushed it off. Daniel's body
jerked stiffly beside him at the sudden, unexpected movement.
Tension reigned thick, slow to be released after months of
barricaded fear.
-
- "Same here, Jack."
-
- Shifting to untangle his cramped legs, Jack squeezed
Daniel's hand, a hand rough and dry from powerful cleaning
powders and scrub towels. A hand that had freed them both. "You
planned this? Meeting me?"
-
- The other man nodded in the darkness. "I saw you from the
tower. I wasn't positive it was you, but I was hoping."
-
- "Thank you." Silence renewed the chill of the air, freshly
reminding them of their fragile situation. Jack had a lot of
questions, but didn't want to spook his friend. Right now he
was grateful just to be here in Daniel's presence. "You were up
there the whole time?"
-
- "Uh
" How much was he willing to share right now? "No,
I was moved there about two months ago, judging by how many
times I saw you."
-
- "So how'd you get out?"
-
- "Tricked the keeper and her guards." Botched that up, too.
Had to kill one of them, Daniel thought guiltily.
-
- "Cool."
-
- "Not really."
-
- "Brilliant, then."
-
- "I'm not proud of it, Jack." The guard had just been doing
his job.
-
- "Daniel, I was chained and kept in a workbarn for stealing
about three dollars to feed my team. You were locked up for the
same reason. How can you not be proud of getting us both out of
there?"
-
- When Daniel didn't answer, Jack put an arm around his
friend's damp shoulder. "It doesn't matter. I'm just really
glad you're here." And he knew there was not one damn thing he
wouldn't do to keep them together this time.
-
- _____
-
- As Jack slept against him, Daniel finally realized his
heart had stopped thundering, and tension from the past few
weeks had released him from its self-imposed bondage. Now, he
felt almost at peace, and tears that had been stored up for
weeks threatened to mix with the drizzling rain. For the first
time - in how long? when had they been captured, exactly? -
life was looking up.
-
- If this night ever ended, and if they were caught and sent
back to wherever, at least he and his longed-for friend had had
this time together. Nothing could change that. He had
engineered his star, having seen and spoken to Jack one more
time.
-
- If the moon was out there, maybe the stars were too. Maybe
it just took a bit longer for them to answer to wishes these
days, what with all the people they had to service. Maybe now
he could even dare to wish for home?
-
- _____
-
- They'd awoken stiff and sore, but together, and that truth
remained the core of their future, of their motivation to
defeat the odds. "I can't believe you're here," Jack took
pleasure in saying another time or two, while Daniel just
smiled that wistful smile beneath his scruffy facial
growth.
-
- Daniel picked up his knife from the soggy but drying
ground. He'd run all the way with it in his hand, yesterday.
"Jack? Could you, uh, kind of
"
-
- "Want a haircut, Daniel?" Daniel's hair was flopping in his
eyes. So was his, come to think of it. It bothered him nearly
as much as the beard.
-
- "No, just the beard."
-
- Forty-five minutes later, beards had been trimmed - not
gone, but looking better - and both men were now ready to
continue on.
-
- "Where are we headed?" Neither knew in which direction the
stargate lay, even if they could go through it. All they knew
was which way would lead to recapture, and that was not an
option they wanted to chance.
-
- "Wherever a river runs through
it. We need food and
water, before anything else."
-
- Daniel nodded. Somehow he felt a lot safer, with Jack
beside him. He felt as though he could get through anything.
"If they find us, Jack - "
-
- "They won't."
-
- "If we never get home - "
-
- "Have to, I miss beer."
-
- "Jack, if we can't find food - "
-
- "We'll still be together."
-
- "That's what I was going to say."
-
- Jack nodded. He still couldn't believe he was out of that
barn, thanks to his friend, nor could he believe Daniel was
here with him, after all this time. That was something he never
had counted on. But looking into those eyes, keen empathic
eyes, everything they'd ever been through came surging back,
and Jack knew he'd do everything in his power to get his friend
home. Everything would be okay, with Daniel here.
-
- _____
-
- They sheltered under more rocks, leaning on each other
again, knowing they were no closer to the stargate than the day
before. They had also had no food nor water save for the few
gulps of rain, and Jack feared they would die out there. But,
as Teal'c had always liked to say, they would die free.
-
- Resting his head on Daniel's, Jack held on tighter for
warmth, both physical and emotional. They needed each other
desperately now; they were all they had.
-
- Jack tried to think back to the train ride. If only there
had been some windows, he could have seen the terrain, seen
where they'd been going.
-
- It had been rocky, he knew that from the bumpy ride. If
they
-
- Rocky? The train was on those roller tracks.
-
- If they could find the trails, follow them
-
- And Jack thought he knew where he'd seen some.
-
- _____
-
- "It should take about a day to reach them," Jack
estimated.
-
- "We'll be going back through civilization."
-
- "We will, yes." Jack studied Daniel's face, tired and
drained and
tired. "Would you rather stay here?"
-
- Daniel didn't know how to answer that, didn't know how Jack
would feel hearing the truth. That he'd rather die out here
together, than be caught and sent back to
somewhere,
alone? Yes. Was he giving up? Maybe. Maybe it was better this
way.
-
- Jack didn't need words to understand that look on Daniel's
face. He wouldn't make Daniel admit aloud to having been
defeated. "We'll be careful."
-
- "If they find us, I'll be treated as a murderer, Jack. I
killed a guard."
-
- Jack's eyes narrowed, the fear in his friend's voice
cutting. "We'll be careful."
-
- "Where will it get us? We can't use the gate."
-
- "Food, maybe? Water? One step at a time. I can't live with
myself if I don't try."
-
- "Then live for me." But as the words were spoken, Daniel
knew he was being unreasonable. He knew their lives were
nothing, if all they did was exist, and hide. Closing his eyes,
he nodded. "Okay, we'll be careful."
-
- I'll take care of you. Jack really wanted to say the
words, but he knew they might be false. He hadn't done so last
time, and didn't know if he could keep to such a promise this
time. "I won't let you go without a fight," and at least he
knew that those words were the truth.
-
- "Nor I you," promised Daniel.
-
- _____
-
- They'd found some wild berry bushes along the way back into
town, the first food they'd had in nearly two days. They were
still thirsty and dehydrated, but at least the fruit was
something.
-
- "How're you holding up?" Eyeing his friend, Jack knew
Daniel wasn't in the best of health. The man had been holed up
in a tower for at least two months, but wouldn't say what he'd
been doing before that. Jack had had fresh air, and work;
nothing like heavy labour to put on some muscles.
-
- "Alright," Daniel nodded. Fearful, worried, depressed. He
didn't want to face what the town might have to offer.
-
- He felt an arm around his shoulder, pulling him close. "We
have to try," Jack reiterated, "together."
-
- By dusk, they had found the roller tracks for the
train.
-
- They were not far from a crossroads that Jack had often
passed on his way to the market; he had noticed the rails
eastward from this point, wondering what other unfortunate
souls had died on this route.
-
- "We'll follow these. Eventually we should get back to the
town where we left Carter and Teal'c."
-
- Carter and Teal'c. Neither man had chosen to say their
names aloud until now. They'd fostered no hope of actually
finding their teammates. But to Jack, this was as promising as
his search in the marketplace. "Keep your eyes wide."
-
- The train had taken hours, an estimate of sixteen hours to
reach their second home, and while it had not been moving
rapidly by any standards, Jack estimated at least two or three
days' walking. Maybe even four. They would need to find
water.
-
- And that happened quite by accident.
-
- Camped out along the railway by nightfall, Daniel and Jack
had tried to keep walking for as many hours as they could, not
stopping for sleep until the moons had moved across the sky.
Their bodies ached to lie down, and Daniel was asleep for only
moments before the whisper woke him.
-
- "Daniel! Daniel, look." Jack was shaking him gently, aware
of the need for rest and sleep, while at the same time an idea
was taking hold.
-
- "What?" Daniel jolted awake, afraid they'd been
discovered.
-
- There, in the moonlight, were two animals, wolflike
creatures, jogging through the underbrush, in and out of their
vision.
-
- "So?"
-
- "Animals need water, Daniel, and those don't look like
pets." Jack rose as silently as he was able. "You want to stay
here, or come?"
-
- "I'm coming."
-
- And they slowly followed the trail the animals left for
them, out of the way of the train rails, detouring across the
landscape in the direction the two men had neither been going
nor coming from. And after two more long tiring hours of
walking, they encountered the stream.
-
- "Oh god, water." Daniel bent to let the cool liquid wet his
lips and quench his thirst. In the silence of the night there
was only one other sound, Jack's quiet, quick laughter.
-
- _____
-
- Early morning had them drinking their fill and
unsuccessfully looking for some sort of container in which to
carry more of the liquid. "We can't follow the stream, it's
heading in the wrong direction," Jack commented unnecessarily.
"But when we get closer to the town we might find a well."
-
- But as Jack reluctantly left the water source and moved off
to retrace their steps, he realized Daniel wasn't
following.
-
- "Daniel?" Half-turning back, Jack was hit by the conscious
observation of Daniel's defeated posture, long shadows curling
into the stream, the lament on his features, the dawn's
blue-tinged half-light making him an almost surreal presence.
Unaware of the impression he sent forth, Daniel looked
completely lost, child of the earth, man of the sky, a piece of
time and history spread out across the surface of their
environment, plunked into the wrong place by circumstance.
-
- The slow steps Jack retraced were those back to his
comrade. "What's up?" Gazing straight into his friend's eyes,
Jack saw more than fear. He saw a sorrow that screamed into his
flesh and veins and molecules of human infinity.
-
- Daniel knew only the certainty that he wasn't ready to be
recaptured. "We can't go through the gate."
-
- "I know that."
-
- "We're walking into confinement. There's no other possible
end to this day."
-
- Jack paused. "Maybe."
-
- Daniel's eyes closed, in a familiar show of composing
himself, regrouping. And then they opened, but not with that
determination Jack had been expecting to see. "So I want to
stay here one more day."
-
- "One more day?"
-
- "With you."
-
- "Oh."
-
- Daniel was scraping at stones with his boot toe, scuffed
boots that surprisingly had survived the three-month ordeal
without being confiscated, footwear being a commodity and
unworthy of bestowing upon prisoners. "We've had no one to talk
to for three months, Jack. I can't face that again, right
away."
-
- "I see."
-
- "You think I'm a coward."
-
- "No, Daniel. Far from it. But we have no food."
-
- "We have water. That's good enough for me right now."
-
- Nodding, Jack laid his palms on Daniel's shoulders, face to
face. "I didn't really want to mention it, myself."
-
- "But?"
-
- "I'm game. Come."
-
- So arm against arm they sauntered aimlessly into the bush,
looking for a place where they could rest and think, watch the
wilderness, listen to whatever sounds might be signalling
danger or providing comfort. A birdsong, a rustling leaf, a
breaking twig. Most of all they eagerly awaited the low
whispers of conversation that the new day promised. For that,
hunger could wait.
-
- _____
-
- "Jack!" Daniel awoke with a start, his nightmares of
running through thorns with a fiery hot breathing tube angled
down his throat receding as semi-consciousness took over from
sleep, and with a clenching gut he realized it had all been a
dream. All of it; Jack was not here, and he was a
prisoner in a cell of researchers bent on saving mankind while
killing him. And Raujaman was in the corner, his wild
eyes glaring in hatred.
-
- "I'm here."
-
- What? The voice slapped Daniel completely awake, the
grogginess fading and clarity re-assuming possession. Slowly he
remembered.
-
- "Oh god, you are." Daniel's eyes opened to see Jack
bending over him, silhouetted in the starlight. Reaching up a
hand to Jack's neck, he pulled his friend into a hug. "You
are."
-
- _____
-
- As the second day dawned, both men knew that stalling the
inevitable would bring nothing but condensed fear, and seeking
their fortunes, risking their futures, was all they had come to
know over the past several years, the essence of their being.
This was no different; they would try somehow to get home, and
take care of each other in the meantime. Getting home this
time, though, seemed to require some supernatural plan, some
miracle or ingenious development that, at the moment, denied
them access.
-
- And so, with a last drink and wistful sigh, Daniel followed
Jack as they retraced their steps towards town.
-
- The rails were out in the open, with little shelter or
cover. Few people walked this way, and no train passed them on
their travels. But by late the following afternoon they were
seeing the signs of civilization; distant sounds of animals and
people, bits of wasted food - almost tempting them - on the
ground, the odd bit of old clothing scattered by the wind. Then
houses and buildings loomed in the distance, and, still
unbearably thirsty and hungry, Jack had no choice but to reach
out an arm to halt his friend. "Let's find somewhere to hide
until dark." The only available cover was the bushes along the
route, and finding a large enough patch to almost camouflage
them entirely, they settled down for a few more hours. Once
darkness had completely fallen, they would head into town and
try to find the stargate.
-
- And then what?
-
- With legs cramping and back starting to ache, Daniel gazed
at his surroundings. Hidden by a large canopy of bushes,
flanked by an offworld railroad and fields of dry cracked
ground, listening to far-off noises that might signal danger
and a lifetime of imprisonment or hard labour, perhaps this
time even death, Daniel looked at Jack with eyes of defiance
and abdication, endurance and conciliation. Humility,
confusion, and shame. "I have a Ph.D in archaeology and
linguistics, Jack. What am I doing here?"
-
- Unable to meet those eyes, Jack turned away. He had no
answer; they were intruders into worlds they knew nothing
about, explorers forging into territory that could be
beneficial or dangerous at the flick of a switch. And, while
fooling themselves into believing backup was just a few steps
away at any given time, in truth he knew they were always
really alone. "Rescuing a friend," was all he could come up
with, knowing that wasn't what Daniel meant at all.
-
- _____
-
- Nighttime took forever to fall, but finally the two men
removed themselves from their protective shelter and stretched
familiarly sore muscles once again. They would head into town
tonight, and take it from there.
-
- But as they approached the dwellings, trying to keep a fair
distance from those who might be awake at this hour of night,
movement distracted them from their alert yet mechanical action
of placing one foot in front of the other.
-
- And it was at that moment that Jack knew his promises were
useless; his quest to keep Daniel by his side and mission to
never leave anyone behind was again to be challenged. He cursed
his decision to come this way.
-
- They'd been spotted, and now four uniforms were
approaching. There was nowhere left to run.
-
- Defeated, they stood their ground, knowing they were no
match for these four armed men. I won't let you go without a
fight seemed a rather worthless compromise.
-
- And Daniel knew exactly what was playing through Jack's
mind as Jack pulled his knife, and Daniel held tightly onto his
own.
-
- And their heartbeats matched, racing with tension and
anxiety and dread. Within hours, perhaps minutes, they would no
longer be together.
-
- "I won't go with them."
-
- At that moment, the stiff tension in Daniel's stance, and
the determination on his face, told Jack how this night would
end. He remembered his own self-promise, if I live through
this, pal, it's only for one reason. To find out what happened
to you.
-
- Transferring his knife to his left hand, useless there save
for one purpose, Daniel slipped his right arm around Jack's
waist.
-
- And with little pause, Jack's arm slid around Daniel.
-
- The men approached warily, like predators to rabid prey.
They stopped a short distance away, and then their pace picked
up. Neither Jack nor Daniel moved, until Jack brandished his
knife. Speaking in English, he didn't really care whether or
not the men understood. His knife spoke a universal language.
"I'm warning you, don't come any closer." Whether he would use
it on them or on himself was a question that remained open to
speculation.
-
- The shout was like a siren in the wilderness, coffee pot in
an Egyptian tomb. Too out of place to make sense, and Jack only
caught the last of it. "
. s.g.c.?"
-
- "What?" signals from Jack's brain were slow to reach his
hand, as his grip on the knife remained strong. "What?" he
echoed.
-
- "Colonel O'Neill?" The men broke into a trot. "Doctor
Jackson? God, finally," he heard one mutter, and
suddenly clarity snapped him out of his trance.
-
- Faces came fully into view. "Davidson?" Jack breathed out,
lowering his knife and grabbing the man's arm. "What the
hell?"
-
- The stunned look of shock on Daniel's face was frozen, as
he weakly lowered himself to his knees. The release of tension
was sudden and overwhelming, and he found himself shaking.
Moments ago he'd been preparing himself to say goodbye to Jack,
for the final time.
-
- "Dr. Jackson? Are you alright?"
-
- "Daniel?" Jack was crouching by his side, and could see
Daniel's eyes gleaming and wet in the moonlights. He squeezed
his friend's arm. "It worked," he whispered, the meaning of
which he knew only Daniel understood.
-
- Renneguy was talking into his pocket. "SG9, come in. Meet
back at the gate ASAP. We have O'Neill and Jackson."
-
- "I don't understand. How did you know we'd be here?" Jack
was looking confused, half standing, half leaning against
Daniel.
-
- "Know you'd be here?" Major Davidson chuckled darkly. "The
teams have been replacing each other out here for weeks,
patrolling the train route. Didn't expect a damn thing
tonight."
-
- "That predictable?"
-
- "Sure," Davidson grinned. "Teal'c's idea. He saw you leave
on the train."
-
- "Keep low, gang, and let's get going. We'll rendezvous with
SG9 in thirty minutes," Renneguy advised.
-
- "We can't go through the gate," Daniel spoke softly, having
quietly risen to his feet under the support of Jack. "We're
coded."
-
- "Annnnd
so are you
" Jack noticed the green
bands on SG7's necks. Crap.
-
- Reaching up to the back of his neck, Renneguy pulled off
the tag. "It's glued," he explained.
-
- "And plastic," added Captain McKenna.
-
- "What?" How had they known? "Teal'c?" Suddenly Jack was
infused with energy, hope sprinting into his spirit.
"Carter?"
-
- "Teal'c pretended to do business at the market by the gate
until the SGC sent a second MALP through. SG5 arrived wearing
these pieces as soon as the uniforms could be duplicated. They
searched every soup hall for three days until they found Major
Carter. They had to be inconspicuous and look like they
belonged."
-
- "Sam's home? Is she alright?" Daniel cut in anxiously.
-
- "Yeah. She's been home since then. Hammond wouldn't let her
return, her being a woman and all. She wouldn't get away with
the green banding."
-
- "How did Teal'c and Carter get through the gate?"
-
- "Come, we'll talk on our way."
-
- O'Neill and Daniel followed SG7 stealthily but quickly
towards the gate, still uncertain as to how they would get
home, but feeling a hell of a lot more confident and
secure.
-
- "Major Carter suggested covering the strips with a rubber
amalgamation to dampen the electrical effects, but it didn't
work. So then she figured if it wasn't electrical, it might be
laser or light- oriented. She sent directions to rig up a
covering of minute angled mirrors with prismatic edges that
would bounce a laser, while breaking up and refracting light
rays. Took the labs over two weeks to come up with something
that worked. The scanning device gives off just a minor jolt
now. Once she and Teal'c were back, Doc Fraiser surgically
removed the inserts."
-
- "So, can't just pull them out." Jack had been wondering.
He'd tried more than once, and been zapped.
-
- "Uh, wouldn't advise it, Colonel. The thing has a root that
lodges directly into the spinal column. Pull it out while it's
still joined to the core and you'd be paralyzed."
-
- "Ah. That could get in the way of escaping."
-
- They arrived at the gate in the now deserted marketplace
without confrontation, and SG9 was waiting. Teal'c was with
them.
-
- "Hey, Teal'c," Jack couldn't contain his grin. "Nice
job."
-
- "This mission has taken far too much time, O'Neill." But
Teal'c's frown began to smooth into a softer expression, and an
almost-smile graced his lips. "And I am relieved it has now
been completed."
-
- "Good to see you too," Jack squeezed his teammate's
forearm.
-
- Teal'c bowed his head. "And you, O'Neill." His eyes met
those of Daniel, deep eyes of resilience glinting with relief.
"It is good to see you once again, Daniel Jackson."
-
- "Same here, Teal'c. You have no idea."
-
- "Doctor Jackson." Daniel looked up at McKenna. The man was
holding an odd-looking 3-D object, attched to two strings. "Let
me tie this around your neck." While Jack was being
administered to by Davidson, McKenna tied the cover over
Daniel's tag, as the wormhole opened.
-
- It had been over three months since Daniel had last stepped
through that thing, and he couldn't remember ever looking
forward to it more. He was longing to get as far away from this
planet as possible.
-
- Jack came to stand by his side. "You doing good?"
-
- "Yeah. You?"
-
- "You bet. Ready?"
-
- "You bet."
-
- Upon their approach to the gate, the jolt brought both men
to their knees. With McKenna supporting Daniel and Teal'c
aiding O'Neill, they wearily stepped through the wormhole.
-
- And arrived to the sound of silence
and then
clapping. Standing at near-attention were at least four SG
teams and General Hammond. Sam was at the foot of the
ramp.
-
- "Carter." Jack, able to now stand up straight, shrugged off
Teal'c's support and strode down the grating towards her.
-
- "Sir." She felt her eyes filling, in spite of having
promised herself she'd be in complete control. "Oh boy. I was
hoping this wouldn't happen."
-
- "What, being glad to see me?" Jack put his arms around her
and pulled her close. "It's good to see you, Major."
-
- "You too, sir." She sniffed, wiping at her eyes as she let
go and focussed on Daniel. "Daniel."
-
- "Sam." Daniel grasped her in a tight embrace. "God, it's
good to be home. Were you treated okay?"
-
- "Could've been worse. Two weeks felt like a lifetime, until
I came home knowing you two were still missing. The next ten
felt like an eternity." Releasing her grip, she looked at
Daniel deeply. "Even when they declared you MIA I never wanted
to give up, Daniel, but I was losing hope."
-
- He nodded. "So was I."
-
- "Kids? Shall we have this reunion later? I'd so like to hit
the showers. Oh, Daniel? Ten bucks says I can beat you getting
the beard off."
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- "You're on."
- _____
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- Showered, shaved, medically tested, and finally wearing
clean clothes, Daniel sat among the trees above ground,
savouring the feeling of fresh air, without any worry of having
to run from the law. The breeze was cool, the trees were green.
It was nice to see trees again. Even bees. His bottle of water
rested on the ground beside him; it was nice to be able to
drink at will, too.
-
- "Hey."
-
- "Hey." Daniel looked up as Jack came up beside him and sat
down. The CO looked clean-shaven, refreshed, his hair still
flopping down into his eyes a bit. Daniel knew his own hair was
doing that too, but it just looked odder on Jack. But so had
the beard.
-
- The two sat in silence for a while, peacefully accepting
their fate, listening to the birds.
-
- "We were away a long time." Jack's quiet reverie broke the
stillness.
-
- "Yeah. Couple of months."
-
- "Three."
-
- "I'm glad Sam and Teal'c made it back. She seems
okay."
-
- "Two and a half weeks of one's life in bondage isn't as bad
as thinking it may be forever."
-
- Daniel sighed. "Yeah. It's the unknown and the assumptions
that are the worst."
-
- "Did you ever want to give up, Daniel?"
-
- Daniel nodded, ripping out a clump of grass. "Kind of.
You?"
-
- "Kind of. But every time I went to that market I pretended
I might find one of you guys there."
-
- "You did?"
-
- "Yah. Carter or Teal'c. Not you, I thought you were on
another planet."
-
- Daniel nodded. "So did I. I didn't think I could ever find
any of you again. Even I had no idea where I was."
-
- "That must've been hard." Jack looked up at the sky, then
back at his teammate. "You were in a tower, cleaning. What
about before that?"
-
- His teammate looked away, and tore out more blades of
grass.
-
- "Daniel? I'll just read it in the report."
-
- "Um, let's just say I contributed to the advancement of
medical science."
-
- "Crap, Daniel. They experimented on you?" The thoughts
parading through Jack's mind were numbing.
-
- "It was just for a month."
-
- "Shit. Doc Fraiser say you're okay?"
-
- "So far. She has more results to get back." And he'd asked
her about the black dots. Just protein deposits separated from
the vitreous drifting about, casting shadows on the retina.
Nothing damaging or permanent, nothing to worry about.
-
- Jack could sense the mixture of anxiety and relief in
Daniel's voice, and he patted his friend's hand in reassurance.
Daniel'd be okay; after all, that was over two months ago
right? "So why did they move you? Too healthy a specimen?" His
humour held a tone of warmth for his friend, masking the anger
of his true emotions.
-
- "They
" Daniel stopped. They found me hiding a
photo? That was embarrassing. "They found me hiding
something. I guess they didn't trust having me around." A
blessing, that had been.
-
- "Food?"
-
- "Food?" Daniel repeated in confusion. "No
no. No, not
food. A photograph, Jack. I still had a photograph of SG1. From
after we'd blown up Apophis's ships. Kept it with me for good
luck."
-
- Flinging a pebble into a cluster of trees, Jack sighed.
Trapped seemingly alone on another planet, Daniel had managed
to keep one reminder of home. Leave it to him. All Jack had had
was the pretense of perhaps seeing a face in the crowd that
looked like Carter. "They moved you for that? Good. So SG1 got
you out of that place."
-
- Daniel chuckled. He hadn't thought of it quite like that.
"I guess you could say that."
-
- More minutes passed, one man ripping the unfortunate grass
beside him to bits, the other trying to skip stones off a tree
trunk.
-
- "You have a Ph.D. in archaeology and linguistics, Daniel.
What were you doing over there?"
-
- That was the last thing Daniel had expected to hear from
Jack, at that moment. The conversation seemed to be turning a
bit too moody. "Rescuing a friend?"
-
- That wasn't exactly where he'd been going. Hesitating, Jack
knew he didn't really want to ask the next question, but it had
to be voiced, at some point. "Daniel, do you want off
SG1?"
-
- "Do you want me off?" he responded quietly.
-
- "No, I want you safe. Offworld isn't safe."
-
- "But you might need me again to rescue you, sometime."
-
- "That I might," Jack chuckled. "Is that a no?"
-
- "That's a no."
-
- "Good," Jack nodded, sighing. "So do you still have it? The
photo?"
-
- "They ripped it up. So, no."
-
- Of course they did. Couldn't allow a prisoner to have
anything left of himself, could they. "So it's time for another
one."
-
- "Another what?"
-
- "SG1 homecoming photo. It's about time to renew our good
luck, eh?" Jack jumped up, offering a hand.
-
- Daniel grabbed on, and pulled himself up. "Thanks."
-
- "No, Daniel. Thank you. If you hadn't had that
photo, you wouldn't have been transferred to the tower, right?
And I'd still be chopping logs."
-
- Staring at his friend in realization, Daniel nodded. "I'd
say you're right, Jack. Time to renew that luck."
-
- Slowly they walked towards the entrance of the mountain.
"Anyway, Fraiser's about ready to cut these things out. You up
to some surgery?"
-
- Daniel sighed. "Perfect end to a perfect day. By the way,
you look a lot better without the beard."
-
- "Thought so. So do you. And I won, you know."
-
- "I did."
-
- "Ten bucks. Pay up."
-
- "Promise not to lose me again and I'll triple that."
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- "You're on."
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