- Ambiguity
- EMAIL: travelling_one@yahoo.ca
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- SUMMARY: Heart and warrior
what seems crystal clear
upon first reflection may seem transparently questionable from
behind the glass. SG-1 becomes trapped in an ambiguous quest
for answers; whose way will get them home? (Play along and help
them as they go
not that they'll listen.)
- DISCLAIMER: The theme and main characters have been
borrowed from the Stargate SG-1 tv series, and are copyright
property of MGM-UA Worldwide Television, Gekko Film Corp,
Glassner/Wright Double Secret Productions and Stargate SG-I
Prod. Ltd. This story has been written for entertainment
purposes only. No copyright infringement is intended.
- AUTHOR'S NOTES: Inspiration for this came from a room of
seemingly infinite reflections in a museum in Jerusalem.
- 04/04/02
-
-
- Oh crap.
-
- Yeah. Well,
now what?
-
- So the MALP had shown them a lovely blue room, barren but
for a handful of glittery wall crystals and a DHD, a way to get
home if this didn't pan out. Except that Daniel was now grimly
passing his arm through that DHD, give the aliens an A+ in
holographic realism.
-
- And the others were staring in fascinated silent
shock
at both the DHD and the Stargate, whose ring
contained not chevrons
but symbolic engravings.
-
- A quick glance around the gateroom informed them that there
were no doors here, but behind the gate was a mirrored back
wall with one entranceway.
-
- "So
we take door number one, sound about right to
everyone?" Jack asked dryly, breaking the silence.
-
- "Just give me a minute to check out these inscriptions,
Jack," Daniel suggested in a voice more quiet than usual.
-
- "Yeah, maybe you should do that." Jack headed over to the
DHD, walking through it twice. Sam ran her hand over the tiny
wall crystals, but they revealed nothing of their purpose.
-
- Daniel mumbled something into the Stargate in front of him,
briefly stopping to look back over his shoulder at his
teammates.
-
- "Jack,
Sam
everyone? Uh
come see this."
-
- "What do you have, Daniel?" Sam came to stand by his side,
dropping her pack on the floor, the thud muffled in spite of
the room's hollow emptiness.
-
- "This is all multilingual
I think they're
instructions
it's all written in Goa'uld, ancient
Egyptian, early Latin, and the language of the Ancients! Along
with a few others I don't recognize at all."
-
- "So you and Teal'c can read it?" Jack was peering over
Daniel's shoulder, while checking to make sure Teal'c was
having a go.
-
- "Indeed, O'Neill."
-
- "So what's it say?"
-
- Daniel translated. " 'The correct answers will take you
home. The wrong path will lead you to yourself'
in a
nutshell."
-
- "The way I like things," Jack muttered sardonically. "So
what the hell does that mean, ya think?"
-
- "The translation in Goa'uld says 'wrong answers condemn the
foolish to an endless searching'," Teal'c added.
-
- Silence.
-
- "Answers to what?"
-
- "There's no more here, Jack. That's it."
-
- "Super. So
door number one?"
-
- "Door number one."
-
- _____
-
- "Holy mangled reflections." Jack was mesmerized by the
sight of thousands of crystalline mirror images of his team
standing there, just past the entranceway, by far the largest
Ikea decorating center of its sort he'd ever seen. "Think these
aliens got a bit carried away with the mirrors?" Their
reflections looked back at them from the walls leading far into
the infinite distance in every direction, up on the ceiling,
down on the floor they stood upon, reflections reflecting into
other multiple reflections and so on and so on and so on
. The room was mirrors, and nothing but, seemingly
illuminated from within or behind. If there were passageways
here they were disguised within the myriad of reflecting
surfaces.
-
- "What would the question be
how many of
yourself can you count?" While Jack could think of a few
lewd comments, he said no more. Well, nearly
"Here's a
question: so how old d'you think the air is in here?" Other
than a sour glance and a frown, his teammates chose to ignore
him.
-
- "I believe the question is here, O'Neill." Teal'c was
looking up at the edge of a nearby mirror. There were words
engraved into it, once again in a slew of different languages.
Daniel entered into the small space next to Teal'c, and began
to read.
-
- "You find yourself in a place with
huh? No means
home?" He glanced fleetingly at Teal'c. "What do you do?"
Daniel turned to the others with a smirk.
-
- "Daniel
it doesn't really say that?"
-
- "Indeed it does, Major Carter," Teal'c answered.
-
- "Sweet. Aliens with a sense of humour. What are they doing,
watching us?" Jack turned and shouted into the air, "Having
fun?"
-
- "The writings are mostly in ancient languages, Sir. Whoever
is responsible for this place is probably long gone."
-
- "Jack - wait. I think I've found something." Daniel was
reading the top of another set of crystal-like mirrors
or
mirror-like crystals? It was hard to tell what this substance
was, so reflective and multi-faceted. "Wait for help."
-
- "This one says, 'continue on the path'," Teal'c read from a
mirror on the opposite side of Daniel's.
-
- "Well there's not much choice then, is there?" Jack asked
no one in particular. "Hammond gave us almost three days here.
And we can't contact home."
-
- "I believe there are narrow entranceways between the
mirrors at both of these angles, Daniel Jackson," Teal'c was
pointing out. There were indeed, now that one knew where to
look, two separate corridors. One looked as though it curled
back out to the blue dead-end gateroom.
-
- "Correct answers will take us home," Daniel
reiterated.
-
- "So
assuming we're supposed to "continue on the
path"
and that other one leads nowhere
" Jack didn't
finish his sentence as he led the way down the mirrored
passageway connected to the apparently correct choice. They had
to tread slowly, often reaching out to feel with their hands;
it was damn hard to tell the path from the mirrors. Reflections
were everywhere, even above and below, reaching to an illusory
infinity; even the hallway itself reflected other
hallways.
-
- "A crossroads, sir," Sam suddenly stopped them all in their
tracks.
-
- Damn, they'd barely noticed it, except that they had
otherwise come to a dead end. As Daniel looked up, there on the
mirror above him were more carved words.
-
- "You're confronted by your known enemy, and highly
outnumbered." He turned to look at Jack.
-
- "There are choices, Sir," Sam pointed out two groupings of
words, and they could now vaguely see the corridors leading off
in the different directions corresponding to each. Teal'c read
out one, Daniel the other.
-
- "You have weapons, and you choose to fight."
-
- "You lay down your weapons and surrender."
-
- The four teammates looked at each other. "That's it?" Jack
queried.
-
- "That's it, Jack."
-
- "Okay
we fight." Jack turned towards the corresponding
hallway.
-
- "Wait, Jack!"
-
- Daniel's voice forced him around, and Jack turned
questioningly to his friend. "Problem, Daniel?"
-
- "Uh, yes, actually. What if that's the wrong answer?"
-
- "Hey, how can it be wrong to defend yourself?"
-
- "Because you're outnumbered. You'll end up dead."
-
- "And if you surrender, you'll end up dead. Or worse." Jack
was giving Daniel his 'I'll humour you for about thirty more
seconds, and that's it' look.
-
- "But if you fight, not only you but many of your enemy will
end up dead."
-
- "So?"
-
- "So
look around you, Jack. This place is highly
developed technologically
what about that hologram? What
if it was built by the Ancients, or the Asgard, or the
ancesters of the Tollans or Nox? None of them condone
confrontations or violence."
-
- "Daniel, these are cheap funhouse mirrors
okay, maybe
not so cheap
but this place could easily have been built
by the Goa'uld for some bizarre reason, and they
love violence."
-
- The four teammates stared at each other, seemingly caught
in a stalemate.
-
- "We could each go different ways." Daniel knew Jack
wouldn't go for this idea, he didn't like it himself. But no
way was he going to go in a direction that he somehow knew was
wrong.
-
- "No. If only one of these passageways is the right one,
that would mean half of us might never get out of here. If the
wrong turn leads us to more wrong turns
would we even
know? Best we all get out, or none of us. Any objections?"
-
- "No, Sir."
-
- "I have none."
-
- Daniel shook his head.
-
- "Good. So
which way?" Jack was willing to listen to
the group. So maybe this wouldn't be the piece of cake he'd
earlier thought. "I vote we go with the truth. And the truth is
I'd fight to defend myself, take a few enemies down with
me."
-
- "I think we should assume this was built by a benevolent
and peaceful race, Jack."
-
- "Well
Sir, if this place was built by the
Goa'ulds
do we really want to find out what's at the end?"
Sam was more willing to play by Daniel's rules.
-
- "Teal'c?"
-
- "I believe our own way home lies in trusting that there is
good at the end of this path."
-
- "Meaning
we treat our enemies like wayward pets? Play
nice?"
-
- Teal'c raised one eyebrow.
-
- "Fine. You win. We lay down our weapons." Jack motioned his
arm outward to Daniel, indicating for the archaeologist to lead
the way this time. "I was so hoping for a cryptic
riddle this time through the gate."
-
- ____________________________________
- AUTHOR'S NOTES: For those of you wishing for SG-1 to choose
the alternate path and fight the enemy, scroll waaayy
down now to Section 3
- ____________________________________
-
- Daniel led the way, slowly, carefully, along the mirrored
tunnel that seemed to stretch out far into the galaxy,
mesmerized by the thousands of reflections of himself, of his
friends. Alternates. He couldn't help thinking that if each of
these panels could be an alternate personal reality, multiplied
exponentially in its reflections within each of the
others
and if there were a tunnel, a question, for each
universe
hell, they could be here for a long time.
-
- His hand hit a wall, another mirror, and he looked around
for the next situation. It was easy to find, sculpted as it was
into the upper mirrored panel.
-
- "You come across an injured child."
-
- "That's not a question." Jack feigned early confusion.
-
- "Indeed, O'Neill, it is the circumstance, for here is the
first choice. You stay to help him, though you know an enemy is
not far behind you."
-
- "Here's the other choice, guys. You leave him and continue
your escape."
-
- "What's this, Daniel?" Sam was pointing at another
panel.
-
- "Uh
third choice
" Daniel looked quickly away
from Jack's penetrating stare. "You put him out of his misery
and move on."
-
- Jack let out a low whistle. "Who'd pick that one?"
-
- "The Goa'uld," came Teal'c's speedy reply.
-
- His three teammates were momentarily speechless.
-
- "So if the Goa'uld built this place
"
-
- "That's what our answer'd be, Daniel."
-
- "And this place would be the tunnels of the warrior," Sam
contributed.
-
- "I have never seen nor heard of such a place as this being
used by the System Lords," Teal'c frowned.
-
- "It must've been,Teal'c," Sam theorized. "One of the
languages is Goa'uld."
-
- "But not necessarily built by them, Sam. Let's assume it
wasn't, and follow the path of our hearts, or of honesty,"
Daniel argued. "And help the child. If we didn't, Jack, I'd
feel like we'd cheated."
-
- "Let me play devil's advocate here for a minute," Jack
looked from one teammate to the other. "If we help the child
and our enemy approaches - and here I'm substituting Goa'uld
for enemy - we're putting the kid in danger. If we move on and
leave him, and the enemy approaches, he could point out which
way we went and his chances of being left alive are
greater."
-
- "What if he died first, when we could have saved him,
Sir?"
-
- "Crap. So. You're all saying, the heart leads, even if that
means we might be in here searching for
what, eternity?"
He rolled his eyes, giving his head a quick shake.
-
- Daniel licked his lower lip, raising his eyebrows, his eyes
widening automatically, hands grasping his elbows. "At least
we'd be following our own truth. Is there anyone here who'd
walk away from the child?"
-
- Three heads shook in negation. And so the quartet continued
on that path, Daniel once again in the lead.
-
- ________________________
-
- SECTION 2
- ________________________
-
-
- "Daniel?"
-
- Daniel paused to look backwards at Jack. "Yeah?"
-
- "What do you think happens to those on the wrong path who
choose the wrong answers?"
-
- "How should I know? I guess they wander until they die of
starvation or something." He continued walking.
-
- "Then we're on the right path."
-
- "How do you know, Sir?"
-
- "Because we haven't come across any bodies yet. Or
bones."
-
- "So they've cleaned up, Jack."
-
- "Or maybe, Sir," Carter commented, "no one's ever been
through here before."
-
- "Oh, come on, Major. Do you think aliens would go to the
trouble of building a place like this that no one would ever
use?"
-
- "O'Neill. Perhaps each path leads to its own exit, one in
which exists a society like that which you have chosen to
follow."
-
- "I like that, Teal'c. So we're going to find kind-hearted,
welcoming aliens at the end of this. I like that." Jack
cheerfully gave a thumbs up.
-
- "I doubt that, Teal'c." Daniel was aware of Jack's scowl.
"Sorry, Jack. That would be like Goa'uld and Asgard, or
whoever, living side by side in harmony. And as Sam said, the
aliens are probably long gone. And the warning clearly said
that the wrong path leads to an eternity of searching."
-
- "Wasn't so clear," Jack mumbled.
-
- "Could be metaphorical, Daniel," Sam countered.
-
- "Yes, just give me a good cryptic riddle any day." Jack
continued moving onward. "Whatever. We're following this path;
anything else is hypothetical at this point, and I'm kind of an
action man. So at the next junction, what do you say we break
out an MRE, take a short rest, and then see if we can get out
of this place sometime today?"
-
- There were no objections to that suggestion.
-
- _____
-
-
- "Okay kids, our stopping point." Jack was looking up at
another set of unrecognizeable engravings, feigning
comprehension. "Here's the question: do we read this now and
argue over it while we eat, or do we eat in peace and read it
later?" He turned and grinned smugly at his team.
-
- "Would we not be saving time, O'Neill, by deciding which
path to take while we are resting?"
-
- "Ah, now, yes we would, Teal'c. However I think my mind
needs a break from thinking for a half hour. Carter?"
-
- Sam grinned. "I say we take a rest, Sir."
-
- Jack sat down on the mirrored floor and began to open his
pack, picking at the MREs within.
-
- "How come you didn't ask me, Jack?"
-
- "Because, Daniel, you can't sit without thinking. I know
you'll be translating while you're eating no matter what, so
what's the point in my asking?"
-
- Daniel blushed. "I can do quiet."
-
- "So do it."
-
- Daniel glanced up at the inscription, and quickly pulled
his eyes away. He could see Jack studying him, waiting to
pounce with an "I told you so." Daniel sat down and pulled a
sandwich from his pack.
-
- "Uh
Daniel?"
-
- "Jack?
What? MREs are tasteless and sandwiches keep
for the first day." Daniel ignored the smirks of his teammates
as he bit into his lunch. "Mmmm," he intoned, halting a brief
grin.
-
- But he couldn't keep his eyes off the alien inscription.
His curiosity getting the better of him after all, Daniel
finally rose to his feet and gazed upwards, leaning lightly on
the mirrored wall
..
-
-
and feeling his arms, his body, his legs being
sucked in, into something, an awful feeling of pressure from
the outside, from the inside, of helplessness, a strong force
pulling, pushing, "Guys!" he called, as he looked at them from
inside a haze, saw them jump to their feet, stunned, frightened
looks on their faces, and he saw their lips moving, screaming
something, but he couldn't hear their words
.
-
- "Daniel! God, Daniel!" Sam turned fiercely towards the
others, nearly shouting her question at them. "Where did he
go?"
-
- Jack was feeling the edges of the mirrors now, pounding on
them, and Sam and Teal'c were joining in. Daniel had been
sucked right into that thing, right in front of their
eyes.
-
- "Daniel! Danny, can you hear me?" Jack was frantically
pushing at the panels, but nothing was giving beneath his
fingers. He tried banging with the butt of his P-90, and still
the mirrors held. What were these damn things made of? "What
the hell happened?" He turned swiftly to the others, dismay
clouding his eyes, half eaten MRE discarded and forgotten on
the floor. As Teal'c raised his staff weapon, Jack lunged for
his arm. "No! You might hit Daniel in there."
-
- "Jack?" Daniel was beginning to panic. Couldn't they see
him? "Sam? Teal'c?" He was shouting, wasn't he?
Teal'c! Don't aim that thing at me! Couldn't they hear
him? Where
where was he? What was happening?
-
- He looked behind him, saw more mirrors glinting in the
somber dimness, but just his own reflection this time, he was
alone
a reflection that was panicking with fear beside
him, laughing above him, sobbing behind him. He leaned back and
felt the mirrors, reached out and felt more mirrors on all
sides. There was no corridor where he was, he was trapped in a
hole and surrounded, but the mirrors gleamed with his
reflections, smiling, smirking, grinning, weeping, screaming, a
thousand questions flitting through his head, memories,
theories, ideas, so many thoughts he felt his mind might burst,
flashbacks, memories, choices
all the choices he had ever
made throughout his lifetime, were they the right ones, was he
following the correct path, reflect upon your life, Daniel,
reflect
so many alternate realities he could have planted
along the way, so many choices, filling every minute of every
day, why was he even here, he wouldn't be here if he hadn't
joined the SGC, wouldn't be here if he'd married Sarah,
wouldn't be here if he'd taken that job teaching Spanish at
UCLA, wouldn't be here if he had taken Sha're to the market
that fateful day, wouldn't be here if he'd moved downtown with
those 'friends' who'd been caught growing marijuana in their
back yard, wouldn't be here if he hadn't gotten out of bed this
morning
-
- He'd chosen to study, instead of fight
- He'd chosen to walk to school that day, the day they lurked
behind the wall, waiting for him
- He'd chosen to befriend Justin, the lost soul he couldn't
save
- He'd chosen to continue on in Egyptology, despite the
memories of his parents
- He'd chosen to stay behind on Abydos
could Sha're have
had a different husband, different memories
?
- He'd chosen to lean on a wall that was trying to consume
him
-
- Was his entire life questionable
- A doubt
- A joke
- A mistake?
-
- And the thoughts kept coming, coming, coming, choices,
choices, choices, reflect upon your life, Daniel,
reflect
"JACK! God, Jack!" he cried out, and the
reflections changed. What were they trying to tell him, trying
to make him see, why were they sending these doubts into his
head, doubts about his whole life, every decision he'd ever
made, every path he'd scrambled down either obligingly or
forcedly, if he'd made only one different choice, where might
he be, where might he be
alternate universes within his
own basic trivial life that meant nothing to anyone but
himself. And now why was he choosing to stand here panicking,
would that help him, was that the right thing to do
-
- Lost, lost, overwhelming sense of desperation and
despair
no. No, let me go, let me go,
I won't give in to whatever you are, my life is right, I'm
okay, my life has been right since I've been on my own
.Daniel banged on the mirrors in front of him, the ones
Jack was banging on from the outside, and he thought his arms
must surely be seen from their vantage point.
"Jack!
Please, oh god, Jack, get me out of here, please,"
and he sobbed, he couldn't help it, as he continued banging on
the mirrors.
-
- "Colonel!" Sam's eyes widened in horror as two bodiless
arms poked out almost from her own reflection on the wall,
fingers grasping at nothing, aimless wavering in the air,
nearly catching onto her jacket by intent or coincidence. "Oh
god, what should we do?"
-
- But Jack and Teal'c weren't unsure of this choice, as they
each swiftly grabbed one of the arms and tugged. And slowly,
slowly, a terrified Daniel Jackson was pulled free of the
horror of the questioning and questionable mirrors.
-
- As Daniel fully emerged, tears still cascading down his
cheeks, he jumped away from the solid, undamaged reflective
wall and was caught by the strong arms of Teal'c.
-
- "Are you injured, Daniel Jackson?"
-
- Daniel stared at him with his blue eyes wide and
frightened, breathing rapidly, slowly recovering from the shock
of being absorbed by an immense and intense energy that he knew
would have soon consumed him with doubt, insecurity, and
guilt.
-
- "N
n.no, Teal'c, I'm um, I'm okay,
I think." He
stared at his friends, sweating and trembling slightly,
catching his breath. "Oh god, Sam, Jack. That's what eventually
happens to those who make the wrong choices."
-
- "In here?" Jack asked, still frowning in concern and
alarm.
-
- Daniel just nodded.
-
- "Daniel, are you sure?"
-
- "Oh god, Sam. Don't ask me to be sure of anything right
now. Please." Daniel still sounded terrified. Even in
the narrow hallway, he was staying well away from the
walls.
-
- "So now we know why there are no remains around here,
Sir."
-
- "No, Carter, there are no remains because we're on the
right path. Whatever happened to searching for eternity,
Daniel?"
-
- "I
I think this is where
what happens
eventually, Jack. Maybe after
I don't know
eternity
continues.. .I just had the feelings."
-
- "In there? Daniel? What was that?"
-
- "There's another kind of
path
sort of. Only
it's more, um
internal. I think. God, I don't know what
that was."
-
- "Okay, Daniel, it's okay. Calm down." Jack gripped Daniel's
shoulder.
-
- "The mirror could not have wanted you forever, Daniel
Jackson. It allowed you to be set free."
-
- "Wanted him, Teal'c? You're saying this thing makes
it's own decisions? Choices?"
-
- "I do not know, O'Neill."
-
- "Why would it
take you, anyway, Daniel?" Jack needed
answers before subjecting his team to any more lurking
dangers.
-
- "I don't know. I think it was making a point. Maybe because
I'd made a choice and then changed my mind
went against
my word. Or chose a different path than yours. Like it wanted
me to reconsider
everything."
-
- At Jack's confused look, Daniel explained, "I told you I'd
eat first, but then I got up to translate that writing
anyway."
-
- "Indecision," Teal'c stated. "Uncertainty within oneself.
Temptation."
-
- "Crap. Daniel
that means this tunnel is listening
to us. It's aware of us?"
-
- "Or maybe the future just can't happen with indecision, Sir
too many indefinite alternate realities."
-
- "That makes no sense to me, Carter."
-
- "It's just an idea," she shrugged.
-
- Jack threw her an exasperated look. "Let's just keep
moving, people. Daniel, start translating. I've had enough of
this place."
-
- "You've had enough?" Daniel readily grabbed his pack
and slung it over his shoulder. "First thing I'm doing when I
get home is taking down all my mirrors."
-
- Jack moved past him. "Hard to shave."
-
- _____
-
- It had been hours, and now they could only stare at one
another, weary and exhausted. Jack closed his eyes and shook
his head, resting the base of his palms on his forehead.
"Oy."
-
- Daniel reread the situation and choices silently. Your
village is under attack. While sustaining some injuries, you
can save your wife; your four closest friends; six strangers;
or yourself alone with no harm done. Yup, four wonderful
choices. They had unanimously ruled out door number four, at
any rate. One down, three to go.
-
- "Daniel?" Jack chose to ask him first. "Suggestions?"
-
- Daniel sighed. "As much as it would hurt, I suppose the
wife would have to be left behind." Been there, done that,
again and again and again.
-
- "Would not the correct answer be to choose the greater
number, Daniel Jackson? I believe six strangers would be
correct upon the road we have chosen."
-
- "I agree." Sam looked fairly confident.
-
- "Seeing as this is all theoretical, I would agree too,
Teal'c. But to be honest
I'd want to save my
friends."
-
- "Seeing as we're following the path of the heart," Jack
conceded, "
I have to agree with Daniel. As team leader I
wouldn't abandon my friends either."
-
- "Nor would I, O'Neill."
-
- "Major?"
-
- Sam wore her distress in her eyes. "I'd choose my four
friends too, Sir
"
-
- "Okay, then
it's unanimous."
-
- "
but it's the wrong answer."
-
- "Excuse me, Carter?"
-
- "It's selfish, Sir, and we're not on the path of
selfishness."
-
- "As I first indicated." Teal'c stated.
-
- "Daniel? It's your call." Jack had long since discovered,
throughout this harrowing and no longer enjoyable outing, that
Daniel's intuition often held the best bet in reading between
the lines, outweighing either his own common sense at times or
the logic of both Teal'c and Carter. And right now, Jack's
instincts told him that Daniel needed the vote of
confidence.
-
- Daniel stared at Jack. God, his head was starting to hurt.
Closing his eyes, Daniel contemplated the choices. He really
didn't want to be responsible for his team. He couldn't do
this, he couldn't do this
how confident could he be any
more of anything he had ever decided in his life? No, he
couldn't make a choice that might be wrong, with three lives
besides his own at stake here. Hell. This is what Jack had to
do all the time. Now, Jack was putting his trust in him. Trust.
Jack must truly trust him. Jack
trusted him? Daniel opened
his eyes, and saw something in the returned gaze from his
friend's brown eyes that he'd never seen before
never
really, truly noticed
.Jack trusted him
with
his life. He, Daniel Jackson, archaeologist, pacifist, was here
on a military mission, and the CO was relinquishing control and
entrusting him with four lives. And Daniel realized that if he
hadn't made the decisions along the way that he'd made, no he
might not be here now, trapped in a wild ride, but then he
wouldn't know these people
these people who trusted him
with their lives. And he was certain that his choices had all
been the right ones so far
or at least, good ones. And
while he knew that the final decision was still up to Jack, he
also knew that his team leader had given him this opportunity
for the very reason of making him face and challenge his own
weariness and fears.
-
- Daniel smiled, then it was gone.
-
- "The truth? Four friends," he whispered. "Because then
there would be five whole people, connected in space and time
and willing to make a difference, instead of seven disjointed
entities going their own separate ways, being forgotten by the
universe."
-
- A moment of contemplation, and then Jack announced, "Sounds
good enough to me. And if the tunnel's listening
how'd
that sound to you?" he shouted into the echoing
hallway behind him. "Let's go." And if it was the wrong choice,
well, then there'd just be four whole friends following each
other down a never-ending path until the mirror swallowed them
together.
-
- _____
-
- "Your enemy faces you with a sword, but you are unarmed. He
steps towards a hidden bottomless pit that only you are aware
of."
-
- "Choices?" Jack requested wearily. He was oh so tired of
this game. It had been a bloody long day.
-
- Daniel spoke with a voice that held resignation mixed with
spirit, for though he was tired, his team was still together,
still alive. Not that that meant anything, yet, but hope
remained that they were continuing on the right track, if there
were truly such a thing. "Okay. Um
There are only two
choices this time. You draw him forth into the pit, or you warn
him of it as he steps towards you."
-
- "Oh for crying out loud. Let him step into the damn pit.
It's self-defence and someone's going to get killed either
way."
-
- "I agree, but that's the wrong answer, Jack."
-
- "Why?" Jack had had enough.
-
- "Because it's the wrong thing to do."
-
- "To save yourself, Daniel?"
-
- "To let him fall for eternity. I think the operative word
here is a bottomless pit."
-
- "Perhaps the next hallway allows us to rescue him."
-
- All eyes looked upon Teal'c, curiously. None of the team
was sure if he had just made a joke.
-
- "Well. I say we tell the truth here again. We'd all lead
him to the pit, even you, Daniel." Jack glared at his teammate,
daring him to disagree.
-
- "It's inconsistent with our choices so far. No, I wouldn't
want someone to be falling for
eternity, Jack."
-
- "Nor trapped inside this mirror system, Daniel
Jackson?"
-
- "No, definitely not."
-
- "It is kind of the same thing, Sir," Carter admitted.
-
- "Okay, fine. Fine! Warn him, get a sword in the gut, and
your basic average snakehead lives to do it again to someone
else. Sure, why not."
-
- "Jack?"
-
- "What is it, Daniel?"
-
- "We're all trying to get out of here."
-
- Of course they were. Jack knew that. "And doing a much
better job at it than I am, apparently." Lead on,
Daniel
go ahead and get us the hell out of here.
-
- "We're a team, Jack."
-
- "Daniel, let's just go, okay? We only have water for two
more days, and I'd rather not end up inside that mirror.
Personally, I think we blew it with that friends
question."
-
- Daniel looked away. He'd been worrying about the same thing
for the past couple of hours. Would they know yet if they were
on the wrong path? Could they really be condemned to some
hopeless game of chasing their tails and searching for their
souls for who knows how long, because of one mistake?
His mistake?
-
- Jack looked down the dizzyingly mirrored hallway they had
previously been following. "Back in a minute," he told the
group with his back still turned, as he headed off the way they
had just come.
-
- "Uh
Jack? Where're you going?" Concern intercepted
Daniel's thoughts.
-
- Jack turned back to look at them for a moment before
continuing. "Hang on
I just want to see how easy it is to
find the turnoff if we wanted to backtrack." With the team's
reflections beckoning to him a thousand times over along the
corridor, deceptively projecting a room seemingly the size of a
baseball field, or a galaxy, Jack had begun to wonder if they
really could retrace their steps, should they want to
rethink a former decision. And if, for some barbaric reason,
they were still in here three days from now, they'd need to
backtrack to the gateroom, should Hammond try to initiate
contact.
-
- "I shall come with you, O'Neill," Teal'c volunteered,
leaving Sam and Daniel staring after them.
-
- As Jack and Teal'c felt their way through the maze of
mirrors to hopefully find their previous turnoff, Teal'c
abruptly stopped. "O'Neill! Do not continue."
-
- Jack swung around. "Teal'c?"
-
- Teal'c was gazing up at a carved grouping of words above
them. "You and your friends have travelled through desert for
many days, and have but one flask of water remaining." Teal'c
frowned, facing Jack now. "O'Neill
"
-
- "We didn't pass that one before," Jack finished the
sentence.
-
- "Perhaps it could not be seen from the direction in which
we were headed."
-
- "But we have no idea which hallway we came out of. These
options," Jack nodded upwards at the three choices
corresponding to the only three visible passageways, "could
lead us in a totally different direction than the one we've
been following."
-
- "Indeed."
-
- "So we can't backtrack, even if we wanted to."
-
- "It so appears."
-
- "Terrific."
-
- "It is not."
-
- Jack threw Teal'c a frustrated look, turning around once
again. "Let's go tell the others."
-
- As they continued on down the passageway from which they
had made their about-face, Jack pondered the relevance of this
new revelation, the knowledge that all choices were, indeed,
permanent. No second-guessing allowed, apparently. One more
thing to put them all on edge, for at the back of all their
minds, until now, had been the belief that if necessary, they
could at least go back and revise their path, or return to the
blue room that still housed the MALP. This, however, put a
whole new meaning on the word 'pressure'. They were, indeed,
trapped inside this thing.
-
- Jack halted in his tracks. Eyes uplifted, his voice was
strained. "Teal'c? Uh
what's that?"
-
- Teal'c met the direction of Jack's gaze. "It appears to be
another circumstance, O'Neill. There are indeed four
passageways here."
-
- "No
There were no turnoffs between ourselves and
Daniel and Carter. We didn't turn, Teal'c. No questions in
between us and them. I know that."
-
- "Yet we are no longer on the same path, O'Neill."
-
- "Oh, come on! Now that's not possible!" Jack was not
about to panic
yet. "Daniel
? Carter, come in!" He
radioed his teammates, but received no reply. "Come
in,
Daniel? Can you hear me?"
-
- "It appears our radios do not work in here."
-
- "Ya think?" Jack was irritated, his annoyance close
to exasperation. "Damn."
-
- _____
-
- Daniel turned nervously to Sam, who had resumed her pacing.
They still had not been able to raise their teammates on the
radio."They've been gone way too long, Sam. We have to go after
them."
-
- "Whoa, Daniel, do you think that's such a good idea? If
they managed to lose their way, we could all get very lost in
here. We have to continue and try to get help."
-
- "Sam, what if they got sucked into those mirrors? We have
to get them out." Daniel's eyes were pleading, yet determined.
He had already made up his mind.
-
- "Why would that have happened?"
-
- "Well, when it seemed I had changed my mind,
those
mirrors lost no time in manhandling me and treating
me to an involuntary mind massage, Sam. And if it thought Jack
and Teal'c had changed their minds
by heading
back, I mean
"
-
- Sam, however, was not about to lose another teammate in
here, nor any chance of rescue for them all. "Daniel, there's a
good chance that if we go back, the same thing could happen to
us. There won't be anyone left to get help." The sincerity in
her voice and truth to her words caused Daniel to
hesitate.
-
- "But Sam
the mirrors
" his eyes were huge,
frightened with memories still freshly pervading his battered
psyche. "They scour your mind until it's like all your layers
of self-deception are exposed to raw wind and air, you can
think of nothing but all the wrong choices you may have made
throughout your life, what if I'd done that instead, would
other people's lives have been better, happier, what did I do
when
god, it's like all the cause and effects of every
moment of your existence are put on trial, dominoes fallng
against each other, reverberations of each action going on and
on and on
all you feel are self-doubts and recriminations
and accusations until you can't stand it any more, can't take
it
.and I was only in there for
what? Six or seven
minutes?" his eyes shone with the debilitating memories. "We
can't leave them in there."
-
- Sam spoke softly, laying her fingers gently on his arm. "We
don't know for sure that they just haven't lost their way,
either. And even if they are in the mirrors, we would
never find them, Daniel. We couldn't see you in there." Sam
looked deeply into her friend's eyes, not knowing if he had
even realized this. "We can't risk going backwards in here,
Daniel."
-
- Daniel closed his eyes. She was right. Their only real hope
was to get to the end of this path
the right path, Daniel
was almost certain
and get help.
-
- _____
-
- Jack was just thankful Teal'c had followed him in here, as
he sank down to the shiny reflective floor for a breather. Not
that he wanted anyone to be trapped with him, but without
Teal'c to read those damn questions, he'd've been stuck in here
for good, stumbling on blindly and haphazardly on his own. What
was the point in continuing, if they were already on the wrong
track, if Daniel and Carter were on the only right one? No,
there must be another way out of here. He adamantly believed
that. Sort of. At least, a way to get back to the path Daniel
and Sam were on.
-
- And so, with each successive circumstance and choice
option, Jack had tried to creatively put himself inside
Daniel's head, to make the decision he believed the
archaeologist would have embraced. Not always the easiest thing
to do, and it sometimes required him to put his own common
sense to the test, but so far, Teal'c had never outrightly
disagreed. Hopefully, at least Daniel and Sam were having
better results, and would find a way out for themselves.
Unless, of course, they'd tried to backtrack to find Teal'c and
himself
shit, that was a definite possibility. Good job,
O'Neill, leading your team into oblivion.
-
- For the moment, however, it was time to rest. Perhaps even
sleep. They'd been at this for nearly sixteen hours.
-
- _____
-
-
- This hallway was longer, much longer than the others. As
they walked, the reflections became fewer, and suddenly they
were looking not at another riddle nor junction, but at an
exit
-
- Daniel gingerly led the way out into the bright light of
sunshine, blinking in the sudden assault on his optic
nerves.
-
- "Oh
wow." Sam stared around her at the towering
mountains, the sparkling fountains, the nearly florescent
flowers covering a small but well-kept lawn. The grass seemed
both wild and tamed at the same time, and the beauty was
astounding. "So, we were inside a cave, not a building,"
-
- "Apparently." Daniel was gazing around in awe. "And we've
come out in Shangri-La. Where do you think the caretakers of
this place are?"
-
- "Well, they're not in there," Sam motioned back towards the
exit they'd just left. "And I see no other caves
doorways
" she turned full circle. "
Daniel, do you
see any way out of here?" The realization was dawning
that there was still nowhere for them to go, as the two turned
to face mountains in every direction, agitation building
within.
-
- "Did we take the wrong paths?" Daniel voiced what was now
becoming an insistent question in both their minds.
-
- "No. You have reached our home," the voice caused them to
turn towards the cascading vines to the left of their doorway,
although the words had been spoken in Latin. There, flowing
translucent, was a stunning apparition of beauty, joy
the
figure was female, though not quite human in essence. Now there
were others appearing around her, male, female, children, and
all were as incredibly delicate and beautiful. Their voices
were the songs of spring and summer, of flowers growing golden,
and fountains streaming down ivy-laced walls.
-
- Daniel took a moment to compose himself and find his voice,
but his words were English. "You, um, who are
I mean,
this is your
where
where you live?"
-
- "It is. And you have proven yourselves worthy to live here
with us."
-
- "What?" Daniel found himself mesmerized, still. He
translated their words for Sam.
-
- "Uh, Daniel? That was in English, that time." She smiled at
his nervousness, still somewhat flustered herself.
-
- Daniel looked at Carter. "What? Oh
oh. Oh
you speak our language!" Whoa, Daniel, snap out of
it. Relief mixed with exhaustion, he figured.
-
- "You have made wise and caring choices in our inner
sanctuary. We welcome only those who are truly worthy of our
hospitality, to join with us for eternity. Those who choose
greed and dishonour wander until they have no choices left, and
are then absorbed into the walls. They become one with the
sanctuary, forming additions to our reflecting spirits. And,"
she smiled, "we do absorb the languages of all those who become
one within our system."
-
- "What?" Sam began, "you mean all those mirrors
they
used to be living beings?"
-
- "In part, yes. In a way you will eventually come to
understand. Their essences, free will and thought. Their
ability to learn and absorb is still growing, still aware.
While not all the panes were once beings with different
structures, most are organic, while some are the original
formations of basic crystal reflecting surfaces. However, the
interior of our sanctuary has grown immensely over what you
would term
millennia, winding throughout these
mountains. Many who seek us out are not worthy of acceptance.
They must learn from within."
-
- Daniel paled, and he could see Sam tense up. "What about
our friends? They're trapped inside. We have to get them
out."
-
- "They must find their own way. They left the path you were
following."
-
- "No," intervened Sam, "they just wanted to see if it was
possible to go back the way we'd come."
-
- "The only purpose for this would be to deny a previous
choice, and try again."
-
- "No," Daniel refuted, trying to explain. "They wished to
rejoin us
they were only curious
for a
moment."
-
- "They are warriors. They must find the answers in their own
hearts."
-
- Right, Daniel thought. They might
never get out. He blushed, wondering
what Jack would think of his lack of faith. "Well, if you won't
help us, I'm going in to find them." He turned back towards the
entrance of the cave.
-
- The lilting voice halted him. "You would choose this? To
leave your freedom behind and search for those lost in the
system? You may need to search for eternity."
-
- "Yeah, well. Hopefully it won't take that long." Daniel
found that the entrance no longer entered
anything. His
way was blocked by a full set of solid mirrors, and the only
reflections were his and Sam's.
-
- "You are not able to enter from this direction, you have
found your way and are unable to go backwards. Please be
thankful for this. A reverse direction in life is rarely a good
thing. Second-guessing one's decisions seldom leads to success
or happiness. You have chosen wisely and sincerely, with much
concern for your comrades, and we are certain now your hearts
are pure. Yet you must wait for your friends to find their own
fates."
-
- Hovering off to a shadowed place below a glistening stream
of water gently caressing the rock wall of one mountain not too
distant, the beings left Daniel and Sam to themselves.
-
- "I don't understand this place, Daniel."
-
- "I don't know, Sam. A lot of ancient cultures have believed
that man journeys through the 'maze of life' back to his
source."
-
- "Source of man, or source of himself?"
-
- Daniel shrugged. "For some, it could be the same
thing."
-
- "And the source of oneself is to be found
in
there, somewhere?"
-
- "I don't know, I really don't know. In their eyes, maybe.
Something is going on inside those mirrors, I can tell you
that. Something we'll
what were her words
"eventually come to understand"?"
-
- Sam shook her head slowly. "And what does that
mean?"
-
- Daniel closed his eyes for a moment, then caught Sam in an
intense blue gaze. "I'm not really sure I want to find out.
Unless it helps us find Jack and Teal'c."
-
- In the ever-present sunlight, the duo sank down to rest
and wait, behind a colourful boulder, realizing they'd
been at this for over fourteen hours. In the meantime,
disturbed sleep might come, but they were helpless to do
anything else.
-
- _____
-
- "How long's it been?" Daniel was tired of adding up the
hours.
-
- "Five hours, Daniel."
-
- "What if they're stuck in there, or winding even deeper
into that mountain range, Sam? How long can we wait here? Their
water and food are only going to last about another day and a
half."
-
- "What else can we do, Daniel? I don't see any way home, do
you?"
-
- Daniel had been trying to avoid thinking about that, but he
was not stupid. He just wanted them all back together, to
figure this out as a team. And the last thing he wanted to
contemplate was the possiblility of Jack and Teal'c inside that
contraption, subjected to an infernal internal purification
system, hoping for a rescue that wasn't coming.
-
- Adjusting his hat to keep out some of the sun's perpetual
glare, he resumed drumming his fingers on the soft grass. This
was ridiculous. Maybe he'd go and talk to the aliens
maybe he could find a way around this.
-
- _____
-
- "You choose unhappiness." The beings spoke before Daniel
had uttered a single word. They'd been watching, unsure of
interruptiing these new souls before they were ready.
-
- "That's because we're unhappy," Daniel agreed.
-
- "But this is not a wise choice."
-
- "It's not a choice, it's a feeling. An
an emotion.
Our friends
we, we all belong together, not separated
like this."
-
- "Without you, your friends would have made many wrong
decisions."
-
- "Four heads are better than one, friends help each other,"
Daniel countered with clichés, wouldn't Jack be proud.
"And we never chose to play your games in the first place. You
forced that upon us."
-
- "But you came to our land
"
-
- "And we want to go home. Together," Daniel interrupted.
"And how do you know what choices my friends would have made?"
What
had they been watched, the whole time they were
in the maze? Were they seeing Jack and Teal'c right now?
"You can see us in there?" Of course
the wall
crystals in the blue room, were they viewers? If these were in
the mirrored hallways as well, they never would have been
noticed.
-
- "All mirrors reflect into each other."
-
- "So help our friends!" Daniel repeated earnestly, his voice
pleading. "They're afraid, they're worried about us, and we're
worried about them."
-
- "They can still redeem themselves," the alien continued
brightly. "There are many choices within the system, many
chances. Some take longer than others. The system stretches
throughout these mountains." Daniel again eyed the circular
mountain range snaking its way in an intricate formation of
patterns and delicate ridges. The indentations and outcroppings
would add miles to each twisting, winding leg of the maze game
of Trivial Philosophical Pursuit. God, that could take a
lifetime. Or more.
-
- "Will they get caught in the mirror
system?" He had
to ask. He had to know. If they were already in it, these
beings would know
they would tell him, wouldn't they?
-
- "Only if they continue indefinitely making the wrong
choices. One may falter, and redeem oneself. Many wrong choices
in a row tends only to lead one further into the mountain
depths. The mirrors take one only when it seems there is no
hope left."
-
- "But they took me
"
-
- "They did not take you. They showed you, and tested your
friends. There are those who would have left you there."
-
- Daniel closed his eyes briefly. That, at least, was
apparently a no. "So
one wrong answer
"
-
- "Does not set you too far behind."
-
- Daniel breathed a sigh of relief. Jack and Teal'c might not
yet be mired in too deeply. He realized he had enough trust in
both men to believe they would continue making the correct
choices. They did, after all, have intrinsically good
hearts.
-
- Daniel returned to where Sam had been restlessly dozing,
and settled himself down beside her. For now, finding a way
home was put to the back of his mind.
-
- _____
-
- "You are trapped alone in a secluded maze." Teal'c began.
"Here are the alternatives, O'Neill. Do you choose to remain
alone; or do you wish for a friend to join you, so that you may
carry on together?"
-
- Jack had figured four hours of sleep was enough, and they'd
resumed this tedium early, but now lack of sleep was mixing
uncomfortably with irritability. He oh so wanted to be out of
this place with its aggravating riddles and threats of eternal
damnation inside a wall of mirrors. The reflections were down
to two now, and he was more concerned about Carter and Daniel
than about the diminishing water supply. And he wasn't sure the
keepers of this place, if there were any, would be terribly
thrilled about his having relieved himself in a polished and
gleaming reflective hallway. But if they didn't like it, they
could just damn well let them out of here to find somewhere
else to go.
-
- Grimacing at the new question as he remembered his vague
feeling of relief that Teal'c had joined him in his
ill-attempted investigation, he knew he would have hated for
his companion to have given up apparent freedom. At the time,
they'd all been just as trapped.
-
- "That would mean he'd be trapped too."
-
- "I believe that is what it would mean."
-
- "Finally, an easy one, Teal'c. I wouldn't wish this on
anyone else. No matter the comfort."
-
- "I concur."
-
- Continuing on their way for the second day, hope was a
little less evident in their demeanor than it had been the day
before. "Let's hope Carter and Daniel have at least found
sunlight by now." For the radios still were apparently
inoperative, effectively barring communication.
-
- The path began to lengthen, and around the next bend,
Teal'c and O'Neill found themselves facing not another new
circumstance, but
an exit.
-
- "Finally!"
-
- But glorious relief turned to dismay when their entrance
into a blue room revealed a DHD and a Stargate ... whose ring
held not chevrons, but a series of inscriptions that, as far as
Jack could remember, looked overly familiar. Eight quick
strides took him straight through the DHD. Twice.
-
- "Oh crap."
-
- So
this place just went 'round in circles? It
didn't really lead anywhere? So Daniel and Carter must still be
wandering around inside somewhere
-
- Slowly, Jack backed up to the nearest wall, sliding down to
the floor. Resting his arms on his upraised knees, head bowed
in resignation, he barely comprehended nor cared when Teal'c
commented, "O'Neill. I do not believe this is the same room in
which we first disembarked."
-
- Jack looked up half-heartedly, fatigue and weariness too
evident in his tone. "And what makes you think that,
Teal'c?"
-
- "There is no MALP here."
-
- Jack rose, annoyed with himself. Okay, he should've
noticed. "Maybe whoever runs this place took it? Or it got
sucked up into the mirrors?"
-
- "That is possible." Teal'c had made his way over to the
inscriptions carved into the Stargate. "'You appear to have
reached the end of your journey. Yet it is not where you wish
to be.'"
-
- "That's not what the other one said!" Jack had
renewed energy now, and crossed over to where Teal'c was
standing. "So
do we get choices?"
-
- "There do not appear to be any. Nor do I see passageways
within this room."
-
- "Terrific."
-
- "It is not."
-
- "Teal'c
! Nevermind. What now?"
-
- Both men were gazing about the room, a replica of the one
into which they had first arrived, with blue walls and a
mirrored entranceway behind the Stargate. Jack walked over to
the panelled back wall, inspecting it carefully.
-
- "O'Neill."
-
- Jack turned around, his quick gasp becoming an unbelieving,
frustrated chuckle as Teal'c passed through the seemingly solid
metallic exterior of the Stargate's ring. From end to end
twice. Give those damn aliens an A+.
-
- "And now, folks, for my next illusion...I give you the
SGC." Jack shook his head, turning back to his task. He was
getting too used to this. "Or just give us Daniel and Carter,"
he muttered.
-
- "Wait a minute
Teal'c? I think I found
something
" Teal'c was beside him in an instant. Jack
gestured to a high point on the multi-faceted panel by the
entranceway
the exit through which they had just come.
"Words?"
-
- "Indeed. 'You return through the passageways of your soul
to reevaluate prior decisions'."
-
- "So we can go back again, you think?"
-
- "Indeed. However, O'Neill, that has not proven to be such a
wise choice in this place."
-
- "Not to mention that we've been pretty certain
okay,
kind of certain
of our choices this far."
-
- "Many of them were Daniel Jackson's choices, O'Neill."
-
- "Oh for crying out loud. I happen to think Daniel's choices
were the right ones."
-
- Teal'c raised an eyebrow in an otherwise passive face. "Do
you?"
-
- Jack, taken aback by the bluntness, gazed intensely at his
teammate long and hard. "Yeah. Yeah, I do."
-
- "Then there must be more options elsewhere in this room,
O'Neill."
-
- Jack threw up his hands in frustration, but both men set
about examining the mirrored wall. Not too far into the search,
they found what they needed.
-
- "Ah. All you need is to know what you're looking for." Jack
shook his head and groaned, lifting his eyes skyward. "I bet
you didn't do this to Daniel, did you?" he aimed his question
at the blue ceiling. Carved into a recess in what had seemed to
be smooth mirror panels, was not only a series of sentences,
but an entranceway, disguised from their previous vantage
point. "Teal'c
?"
-
- Teal'c began to translate. "You choose to move forward in
life, accepting all that has transpired and continuing onward
with grace and endurance."
-
- "Okay
sounds about right. Third choice?"
-
- "There is none."
-
- "Teal'c
does this mean we made some wrong choices and
have to start this whole thing over?" Jack sighed. He was
hoping for some words of wisdom from his teammate.
-
- "I believe it means we must cease worrying about what we
may have done incorrectly, O'Neill. If we continue with the
challenges, I am convinced we shall succeed. As in life," he
added. He, for one, knew all about embracing new starts in
one's existence instead of dwelling on past mistakes. Guilt, he
knew, could bring a man down heavily.
-
- "Thank you. I think I needed that."
-
- "You are welcome."
-
- And so the two teammates continued on through the
passageway, their eyes and brains having by now become so
inundated with images of themselves that they wished for more
blue rooms, just to alleviate the penetrating and dizzying
monotony. But more hallways did not come, nor more aggravating
questions. This new hallway was different, longer,
wider
-
- And it opened out into daylight.
-
- "God, Teal'c
it's SO about time!"
Finding no hair to ruffle, Jack grabbed his teammate's shoulder
and squeezed.
-
- Stepping out into the bright sunshine, Jack lowered his
eyes and reached for his sunglasses. He breathed the fresh
crisp air for more than its life-giving qualities; it also
beckoned them with layers of intense relief and a whole garden
of hope.
-
- The flowers shone in a multitude of colours and sizes,
towering mountains surrounded the entire area, waterfalls
gently sprayed their mist outwards into the soft warm
breeze.
-
- "So
we were in a cave, not a building."
-
- "So it would seem."
-
- "And we've found Shangri-La."
-
- "I do not know the name of this location, O'Neill. But it
seems we have found more than this." Jack looked to where
Teal'c was motioning. In the near distance, their backs against
a large rock formation facing a mountain, were their two
teammates. Jack didn't bother to contain his grin.
"Yes!"
-
- As the two made their way over to the rest of SG-1, Jack
lifted his radio to his lips, "Got a good book?"
-
- Carter and Daniel jumped. Communication? Daniel grabbed his
radio to reply as Sam slapped him lightly on the leg, pointing.
Seeing their lost teammates approaching, the two jumped up,
grinning themselves.
-
- "You made it," Daniel stated the obvious, as his friends
drew near. His relief was evident, and he clapped Teal'c on the
back before grabbing O'Neill's shoulder.
-
- "Without your help, I might add." Jack wasn't going to
mention he'd put himself in Daniel's shoes for the better part
of a day. Admit that to Daniel? Not a chance.
-
- "O'Neill, did we not
"
-
- "Right Teal'c, we were worried." Jack changed the subject,
cutting his partner off with a warning look. "How long have you
two been here?"
-
- "Since yesterday, Sir."
-
- "And we met the, um, caretakers, I guess we could call
them. Come, I'll introduce you." Daniel took Jack's sleeve,
pulling him over to the neighbouring mountain bend. Jack raised
an eyebrow, but allowed Daniel to guide him. He could
understand his friend's relief, he was feeling it himself, much
more than he'd admit out loud.
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- _____
-
- "We welcome you all," the beings smiled. "You are no longer
unhappy," the female softly remarked to Daniel. "You have all
followed the lessons of lifetimes which we hold dear, thus
proving yourselves worthy of sharing our abode for eternity.
All those who are able to reach our garden are welcome to
remain."
-
- "Yeah, well
no offense intended here, but we'd really
just like to go home," Jack interrupted.
-
- The beings looked at each other with interest enveloping
their glistening features. "We do not understand."
-
- "Oh boy. Um, we'd like to use your Stargate, um, Chappa'ai,
that we came through
to take us back to our own home,"
Daniel attempted to explain. Although how they'd dial Earth was
a problem he hadn't dared think about yet. If they could get a
working DHD, maybe the dialing would automatically
connect.
-
- "You are referring to the vertical pool in the hall?" the
being responded. "This cannot be done. That pool flows only one
way, and that is the way you have come."
-
- "Hold on there. Your DHD
the small holographic wheel
with the symbols on it
that device can get us back to our
own planet. Where's the real one?" Jack was beginning to
feel frustration overcoming him, again.
-
- "There is none that functions for the pool through which
you arrived. That which you witnessed is merely
decorative."
-
- "Crap."
-
- "My friends, look around you. Did you not come to be joined
with us?"
-
- Daniel spoke before Jack could further show his irritation.
"Um, no
we came to find you, to learn from you, but we
didn't realize you'd want us to stay."
-
- "But we have much beauty here. This is all anyone could
ever want, the guiding force for all who seek us out. You will
never again know sickness, hunger. It is serenity."
-
- "Yes, yes it is," Daniel quickly agreed. "You truly live in
a paradise. But still
we'd really like to go home."
-
- "But no one has ever asked this of us." The beings
fluttered around, barely touching upon the ground as they
moved, conversing. SG-1 was bewildered, feeling even more lost
and helpless than they had inside the maze. At least there,
things had been under their own control, to some extent.
-
- "Daniel? How do we get out of here?"
-
- "I can't tell you that, Jack. You've heard everything I
have."
-
- "Is this not a pleasant place to live out one's life,
O'Neill?" Teal'c queried.
-
- "What? In a garden with great weather, cascading fountains,
fruit trees, happy peaceful inhabitants? Sure, Teal'c, it's a
great place to retire."
-
- "Don't forget the four whole friends, connected in time and
space." Daniel interceded with a false grin.
-
- Jack glared at him.
-
- "Well we did make that choice, Jack."
-
- "What happened to 'willing to make a difference', Daniel?
And how can we do that here in
paradise? The Goa'uld are
still out there," Jack's fingers fluttered in the direction of
outer space, "waiting to pounce on the unsuspecting inhabitants
of Earth."
-
- Daniel stepped forward. "I'm sorry," he addressed the
spokesperson. "We love this place, it's truly wonderful. But
our home planet needs us. There are still things there we must
do. We really need your help in finding a way
home."
-
- "You would choose to return to help your home planet,
instead of remaining here where your life would be unhindered
for eternity?"
-
- "Yes, we do. I'm sorry,"
-
- "Then you have made the final decision, and it is the
correct one."
-
- "Huh? This was still part of our test?" Jack
inquired. Three startled teammates shifted uneasily beside
him.
-
- "It was," the beings smiled. "Now, you truly do have the
choice to remain or to return home. You are welcome
here."
-
- "Well then, we'd like to go home." Breaths were
held, unknowingly.
-
- "Of course. Follow me."
-
- As uncertain glances passed between SG-1 members, Jack
wasted no time in following the swaying, sparkling, translucent
robes. Rounding a bend alongside the base of one of the
towering mountains, they realized that what had seemed like
steady continuous mountain range had been, in some places,
nothing more than false mirror images, holograms, and
reflections. For lying before them were dwellings of great
beauty and elegant design, all surrounded by luxurious gardens,
colourful rock formations, and glorious sparkling waterfalls.
And just beyond, the team could see another Stargate
and
a - hopefully - functioning DHD.
-
- "Another illusion? I thought she said there was no DHD,"
Jack whispered close to Daniel's ear.
-
- "Um
I think her words were more like, there was none
for the pool we arrived from."
-
- "Aand
. this isn't
that one," Jack
finished, shaking his head. "So this would be the departure
lounge?"
-
- "Apparently."
-
- "Daniel
do they make everyone go through that just to
keep out unsavoury characters?"
-
- "It's probably more complicated than that Jack, but
I
can't explain it any better, at this point."
-
- "Why don't they just get an iris?" Jack muttered under his
breath as the aliens turned to speak.
-
- "You are certain you do not want to stay?" the beings
smiled back at them.
-
- "This is all
extremely amazing. Really, it is. But
no, we have to return home." Daniel couldn't help but be sorry
that they weren't going to be here for at least a little while.
"Jack
General Hammond isn't expecting us until
tomorrow."
-
- Jack thought for a moment. What the hell. "Mind if we just
visit for a little while? A day or so?" he asked the
woman.
-
- "You are most welcome here for as long as you wish to stay,
and any time you wish to return. You now know what path you
must follow to reach us. Come now, I will show you where you
may rest."
-
- As SG-1 was led to a bejewelled, decorative dwelling in
their newly found Shangri-La, Jack wanted only one promise, and
this from Daniel. "Give me your word, Daniel, that no matter
how intriguing these aliens turn out to be, you'll be coming
home with us tomorrow."
-
- Daniel smiled. "You have my word, Jack."
-
- "Promise."
-
- "I promise."
-
- "Swear."
-
- "Jack, I swear I'll come back with you."
-
- "Cross your heart?"
-
- "You're exasperating, Jack."
-
- "No matter how
intriguing
?"
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- SECTION 3 (alternate ambiguity cont'd from part 1)
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- Carter hesitated. "On the other hand, Sir
if some
Goa'uld is here, watching and waiting
our
unwillingness to fight is displaying a weakness that will
probably backfire on us
"
-
- "Oh for crying out loud, Carter!" Jack flapped his hands in
exasperation. "I thought you said no one's here any more?"
-
- "Theories, Sir."
-
- "Fine. Daniel, listen up. If this place was built by
good guys, they won't hurt us, right? If it was built by
Goa'uld and they're around here somewhere, we have to play
tough. We're doing this my way."
-
- "Jack
"
-
- "NO, Daniel. My way."
-
- Without waiting for an argument, Jack took the path
indicating the choice to take up arms and fight off the enemy.
Frowning at Sam, Daniel glumly trailed behind the trio.
Eventually, he'd leave them if he had to
-
- No, he wouldn't.
-
- Sighing in resignation, he slowly, carefully, wandered
along the mirrored tunnel that seemed to stretch out far into
the galaxy, mesmerized by the thousands of reflections of
himself, of his friends. Alternates. He couldn't help thinking
that if each of these panels could be an alternate personal
reality, multiplied exponentially in its reflections within
each of the others
and if there were a tunnel, a question,
for each universe
hell, they could be here for a long
time.
-
- Jack's hand hit a wall, another mirror, and he looked
around for the next situation. It was easy to find, sculpted as
it was into the upper mirrored panel.
-
- "Teal'c?"
-
- Teal'c gazed up at the Goa'uld inscription, and began to
read. "You encounter a war in a foreign village far from your
home."
-
- "Choices?"
-
- "Here is one, " stated Teal'c. "You join in the
battle."
-
- "Do we get to find out first what the battle's about?" Jack
asked in confusion.
-
- "Two: 'you continue on your way, clearing your path of
hindrances'." Daniel frowned, dropping his pack onto the
mirrored floor.
-
- "Meaning
whoever gets in the way?" Jack lifted his
eyebrow.
-
- "Doesn't specify, Jack. Probably."
-
- Jack let out a low whistle. "Who'd pick that one?"
-
- "The Goa'uld," came Teal'c's speedy reply.
-
- His three teammates were momentarily speechless.
-
- "So if the Goa'uld did build this place
"
-
- "That's what our answer'd have to be, Daniel."
-
- "And this place would be the tunnels of the warrior," Sam
contributed.
-
- "I have never seen nor heard of such a place as this being
used by the System Lords," Teal'c frowned.
-
- "It must've been,Teal'c," Sam theorized. "since one of the
languages is Goa'uld."
-
- "But this wasn't necessarily built by them, Sam."
-
- Jack interrupted the futile debate."Okay, kids
is
there another choice?"
-
- "Here, Sir." Sam had found a third option close by.
"Daniel?"
-
- "Give aid to the injured, without question."
-
- "Kind of risky. Fourth choice?"
-
- "No, Colonel. Sorry."
-
- "But this is easy, Jack. Just blast whoever gets in the
way, right?" Daniel's outright sarcasm was uncalled for, but he
was still certain this direction was leading them into
trouble.
-
- "That your choice, Daniel? Fine." Jack started to
head down the corresponding hallway.
-
- "Jack!"
-
- "What?" Jack turned, glaring.
-
- Daniel sighed, closing his eyes and lifting his pack back
onto his shoulder. "I'm sorry, okay? Please
let's just
take this seriously."
-
- Jack, frustrated at their present helpless situation, knew
he was just taking his anger out on Daniel, but damnit, the man
always had to have his own way. He returned more calmly to his
waiting team.
-
- "Ok
so do we join the battle, or give aid?"Jack
wasn't as clear on this one as he'd been before. Both answers
had their advantages and risks, both were options he'd consider
in reality.
-
- Daniel looked away. He knew Jack knew what his choice would
be.
-
- "Without knowing more about the battle, Sir, I don't think
we can say we'd take part."
-
- Jack stood silently for several moments, unfortunately
remembering Euronda. "Give aid, then?"
-
- Three heads nodded in agreement.
-
- He continued on down their chosen corridor, his teammates
following.
-
- The reflecting mirrors confused their senses, overwhelmed
their vision, kept them unsteady until they finally began to
get used to the mesmerizing multiplications of themselves
everywhere they turned. Slowly approaching the next junction,
Daniel paused to translate.
-
- "The leader of a world approaches
we can,
um
eliminate him and take control," Daniel saw the frowns
of his teammates from his peripheral vision, "or hope he's
friendly and introduce ourselves," Daniel looked around for a
third option, but found none.
-
- "Hope he's friendly?" Jack grimaced.
-
- "If he's not, Jack, I guess we then eliminate him and take
control," Daniel smirked.
-
- Scowling at the linguist, Jack commented,"Well, this
route's fairly obvious."
-
- "And what if the Goa'uld are observing us, O'Neill?"
-
- "Screw them. In their eyes we blew it on that last question
anyway. If we need the 'right' answers to get out of here
and 'right' turns out to be that universal good some of
us Tau'ri are so well known for
" Jack glanced
fleetingly at Daniel, "I guess we'd better forget about the
Goa'uld for the time being." Jack had by now begun to realize
they could only play at this one way, and following his own
truth didn't mean giving up all that his individual team
members believed in.
-
- Daniel chuckled. "That's what I've been trying to tell you,
Jack."
-
- "So. What we're saying here, is the heart leads, even if
that means we might be in here searching for
what,
eternity? Or end up facing a pompous Goa'uld contingent?" Jack
rolled his eyes, giving his head a quick shake.
-
- "We have to follow our own truths, Sir. We really don't
know why this place was built."
-
- "Teal'c?"
-
- "I concur."
-
- Jack sighed. There would be areas of contention along the
upcoming path, he knew, but if they all stuck together
and
that meant his listening to Daniel as well
and did what
they knew in their hearts to be right, then at least whatever
the outcome, they would know they'd done their best. That, Jack
conceded, was all he could ask of his team.
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- He nodded for Daniel to lead on.
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